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Country: United States State: New Jersey Birthday: 6/23/1988 Gender: Female
Interests: .... talkin to BambaM, Basketball, and Work ....
Expertise: .Basketball (but i suck). -n- chillen w/ da "one"
Occupation: Student Industry: Other
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Member Since:
5/28/2003
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| OH YEA THIS GOES OUT TO THE ANNONYMOUS BITCH (AHHMMM).. YEA I KNO WHO U ARE.. I STILL DONT GIVE TO SHITS.. U COULD BE THE PRESIDENT FO ALL I CARE.. WHY DA FUCK SO U STILL THINK UR ALL BIG??.. CUZ IN OTHERS EYES UR JUS A FUCKEN WHORE THAT WONT GIVE UP.. OH YEA AND ANOTHER THING BLOCKING PPLS TOO IM JUS GUESSIN THAT UR SCURRED OR SOMETHING.. YEA U BETTER WATCH US BACK THATS ALL I GOTS TO SAY.. THINKIN UR ALL BIG AND SHIT.. UR THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO OPEN UR EYES AND REALIZE THAT JESSE DOESNT WANT YOU NO MORE.. U KNO FO A FACT THAT JESSE'S MINE NOW AND U JUS CANT STAND THE FACT.. AND ONE MORE THING UR TALKIN ABOUT HAVIN NO LIFE WRITTING IN THIS XANGA.. ITS MY SHIT I COULD DO WATEVER I WANT.. JUS DONT TALK SHIT NO MORE JUS WAIT TILL THE DAY .. LIKE I SAYED DONT TALK SHIT BEHIND MY BACK TALK SHIT IN FRONT OF THE PERSON'S FACE.. CANT WAIT TILL THE DAY.. I DONT GIVE TO FLYING FUCKS NO MORE U BETTA WATCH UR BACK..
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| .. Damn a lot of shit happened today !!.. it was a day to remember ! :) ..
1st it started off by .. me deciding to dye my hair !.. ahh its soo light !.. lol i got really brown hair now.. yea wen i finished puttin all that shit in my hair, i jus put it up and went downstairs to get something to eat.. Wen i was down there i never saw my mom and my aunt scream at each other and callin them stupid.. i was soo surprised.. i was tellin them who cares.. haha thats my favorite word everyone knows in the household..lol yea around 1 oclock i took a shower. i realized i left that shit in too long.. cuz my hair was so light ! lol sal good thou i really didnt care.. its hair.. i went tainin after.. fo like an houe.. but i didnt think nuttin happened.. haha around 4:30ish.. me and mary was watchin Yugioh haha then Jesse called me and he wanted to chill with me.. but i told him im was bussy right now watchin it.... haha he told me that "yo ur messed up u pick yugioh over me??".. lol.. yea so i used the excuse .. "if u love me ud wait fo me".. :) ..wen the show was over "Fresh Prince of Bel Lar" came on..haha i watched a lil of that.. but fo rils i felt bad so i went outside to see Jesse.. thats wen my wonderful day started, while we were walkin to the park. Jesse gave me the 1st kiss of the day...wen we got to the park we saw madd heads.. Jamal.. sum Indian kid.. John.. Adam (later on).. Alex n his friend... they all played 4 on 4 .. it was hot.. but i wasnt sure what team won ... Wen every1 started to leave .. me, Jesse, and mary jus shot around, well i was about to shoot Jesse told me if i missed the shot that id have to give him 10 kisses.. so i missed it on purpose.. lol. haha we were makin fun of this kid who liked Yugiyo..lol, we're so corrny.. later on i tryed on Jesse's pants and jacket .. yo i sware i looked bangin ! lmao :).. i love that kid ! hehe :) .. yea we started walkin towards the side of the house thingy and hooked up.. :) yea then Jesse wanted to play bball against a indian kid.. haha Jesse won cuz i gave him a good luck kiss ! yea we started heading home around 8:30 cuz it was madd dark.. Jesse asked if we could chill alone.. n i was like yea okay whea??.. then yea we jus chilled on the hill.."I sware thats a star not a plane" lol Jesse.. aww it was madd cute we were jus lying down on the grass and cuddling :).. yea i couldnt hold bac anymore...i jus had to let loose.. So did Jesse, he kissed me on my stomach.. and my neck.. lol :) ( I liked it.. A LOT. :) ) iunno we got real close that night.. | | |
| hmmm..... I went out with my parents again later on durin the day ... i went to target, i think thats wat the store was called.. i got me sum bra's and socks lol :) wen i got home my parents told me that we had to stay in the house fo a while cuz the AC guy was going to fix it.. dang it was so fucken hot in my house ! .. wen they AC guy was fixin the aircondition i was up stairs takin a nap and listenin to music.. later on we went to Shop Rite to go food shopping.. yea u kno who was workin there today.. wow wat a coincidence wen me and mary walked in we saw him ! aww hes so cute ! he was tellin me something in sign language lol .. ( I love you ) he told me that he was workin all over the store but i didnt beleive it.. he was stalkin again hahaha naw but fo ril.. im really startin to like him so much... wen my mom was near the soda section.. me and mary roamed SR haha.. i gave him a kiss ... ahh !! yo i felt like i was in heaven !! :) haha wen we were about to pay fo our shit.. i saw Jesse talkin to Russ aww they make such a cute couple !! lmao !but naw wen i got home.. i was jus thinkin about u kno who.... lol he tryed callin me twice with two different cell numbers lol aww he trys to ask ppl fo there cellies so he could actually hear my voice thats soo cute !! hehe .. well im out im mad tired..
:: Jesse ! i miss u so much !! :) :) i u ! ::
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<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
MIKES THE COOLEST KID EVER! lol ... we so have to chill ...
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| hmmmmm... This morning around 1:30 i talked to u kno who on the phone.. i was sorta pissed/dissapointed cuz he went :( .. But wat am i gonna do i cant stop him from living his life.. he could spend it the way he wants to .. i guess i was scared at the same time too.. cuz mayb he'd go back with his girl -n- that i would jus be left hea alone.. :( thats the scarry part about it.. wen u really need someone in need theres no one to turn too.. iunno.. my feelins are so IFie..but i kno fo a fact that wen im with him.. i feel butterflys in my stomach.. n i kno thats a good thing so.. iunno.. wen i talked to him last night.. we really didnt have a good confo cuz i was laughin so hard cuz of mary's singin ! lol.. but wen he left he told me that he wanted to go and that he needed sum time to breath... i was like fine u promise me that u'd talk to me fo a while.. i always thought that promises was a real big deal.. w/e iunno.. all i no is that i like him a lot and i dont want nuttin to come between us.. yea... on3 ~ | | |
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