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Name: James
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Metro: Greensboro
Birthday: 4/14/1988
Gender: Male


Interests:
I LOVE MY APRIL
Music=
Box Car Racer
Trivium
Kill switch engage
Lamb of God
God Forbid
In Flames
HIM
Clutch
Poison the well
OPETH
FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES
unEarth
Norma Jean
EVERY TIME I DIE
CHimaira
Throwdown
Strapping young lad
High on fire
Madball
Terror
A LIFE ONCE LOST
ALL THAT REMAINS
DevilDrive
The red chord
FULL BLOWN CHAOS
Anti-flag
Atreyu
Cradle of Filth
Green Day
Metallica
ok ok and thats only a few of my fav. bands

Expertise: Music .. lol ;)
Occupation: Engineering
Industry: Construction


Message: message me
AIM: Bright Yet Black
AIM: Jay The gangSTER


Member Since: 4/24/2005

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

Aprils at the beach .. im sad ... i miss her .. end of story ..


Monday, June 20, 2005

Currently Listening
From Under the Cork Tree
By Fall Out Boy
my FAV SONG.....sugar were going downnnnnnnn
see related

la la laaaaaaaaaaaa

this would be Jays wonderfulllllllllllllllllllll girlfireind once again. : D

This morning he went to talk to the ppl about when hes gonna leave and all that mess. im nervous for him. i hope it all went alright.

anywho. Wed I went back over to his wonderful sister Tara's house from like 11 till 9 that nite. Tara left for work like as soon as i got there so my love and I just hung out and watched some tv and mess like that :;): ((KIDDING)) thennnnnnnn we WALKED to taco bell and while we were walking some chucnky white guy yelled out the window what i thought sounded like TAP THAT ASS i was like.. RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT. dont be JEALOUSSSSSSSSS. But anyway. Im trying to think..it was like a week ago...umm...ahh yes. Tara's friend Carrie ((idk if i spelled it rite er not)) came over and we spent like 20 minutes looking for the damn cat ((hes SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute tho)) after we found him we decided to clean up a bit....and I was doing the dishes and broke one of Tara's glasses.....i didnt see that there was a hole in the strainer thingy! i STILL feel like reallllllllllllllly bad! ....no comment i know. ANYWAYYY....im trying to remember what we did....i think we just hung out and watched tv. Then we went for a walk but no ducks this time. i was upset! OoOoOO were were walking and this random ass guy scared the SHAT OUT OF ME i was all sdkjtksjgh!!!!!! it was funny. but it was like the u-had-to-be-there kinda thing. *sigh* then i had to leave like 30 mins after that. My mom and g*ma LOVE HIM....i was like gosh do u wanna date him or can I? Mom was like give me a hug! lolllllllllllll yes. it was a greatttttttttttttt day :) I prolly wont get to see him till the 1st which sucks but it'll be okay. I think him and Tara are comming to the Tavern to see my brother Dan play. cough::u sluts better go er ima take my SHOE OFF ::cough:: I leave for the beach on Friday morning at like 8...and Jay was all what am i gonna do for 6 days?? and i was like what am i gonna do for 9 WEEKS?!?!?!?? lol good times. hum hum hum. Jay's @ his grandmas rite now so that's why he hasnt been on in like forever and a day.. ((okay so its been like 2 but close enough)) Jay n Evan went camping on Friday i think and it was soo sweet Evan had like 2 mins but he called anyway i was all dfgklkshglkh!!! hehe. Okay welp ima go and do nothing. Daniel woke me up at frikin 7:30 so i could go with him to drop his suit off to be dry cleaned...but he bought me McDonalds so its all good : D. Nap timeeeeeeeeeee for me.

i loooooooooooooooooooove you Jay


Monday, June 13, 2005

*sigh*

once again i got sucked in to makin another entry ((april fools))...but what can i say? mine r WONDERMUSSSSSSS mauh ah ah

yesterday was greatttttt

dan dropped me off @ his house and we ate dinner ((which was SOO GOOD)) ...we watched uderworld but my and his sis tara fell asleep lol it was great. then we went for a wlak down by the pond and saw the duckies who were like FOOOOOOOOOD and i was like I ATE IT...ahh good times. Uhh next we cleaned his sisters car :)

we TRIED to watch a movie that just DIDNT happen *blush* no im kidding. he didnt shave....god yes it was the HAWTNESS!!!! la la laaaaaa it was great. wel except for the part where i tripped walking up the stairs lol wooOOoOOo the steps jumped out i swear!

crapp ive got to gooo but ill edit tom.

i <333 you Jayyyyyyyyyy......one love :D

 

                          *April


Sunday, June 05, 2005

So i have decided to updated since i havent in awhile ... ill keep it short and sweet ..

Im in a band now .. Called Thursdays Turn .. yes i know hottness hottness .. were lookin for some new members .. we think we found a nice new drummer .. going try him out .. umm sometime lol .. blah blah blah .. yes here is some nice lil icons for yall guys to support me and my band .. ill have the .com website up when we get it done .. but heres the new message board .. feel free to comment about what ever .. and yes please comment it looks pretty lame right now .. http://b4.boards2go.com/boards/board.cgi?user=Thursdaysturn1




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and im pretty bored .. im supposed to be going to gboro this week and helpin my sister .. blah blah same story .. umm i miss april right now .. like WOAH .. its insane .. hmm she should be back sometime i think .. idk .. anyways thats all for now im out .. Love everyone.. esp my April


Tuesday, May 31, 2005

my god

jay is SOO LAZY !!! hes all like aprillllllll im lazyyyyyyyy do my entryyyyyyyy

and i was all FINEEEEEEE

Pixii x X: u better love me
Pixii x X: for this
Bright Yet Black: i love you already .. if i love u anymore ill explode
god! see what i mean? I CANT SAY NO

hes A BIT BUZZED...a bit MY ASS..hes about DIED in the shower...trying to grab a beer while in the shower...then he SLIPPED and FELL..i was like AHH lol funny funny

la la la we got to see eachother sundayyyyy him n Evan came and got me after getting like whoa lost lol ..then he met my mom and shat...and we went to target and places like that & had a grande old timeeeeeee :) last we went to starbucks and the bitch who worked there (who not to mention WAS OLD) and he said something and hten she was like well u can have me if she leaves u and i was like EXCUSE ME?? I HAVE A 9 IN MY BRA and im NOT afraid to SHOOT UR ASS!! okay so i didnt QUITE say all that...jay didnt tel me untill later that nite lol but anywho i cant wait to see him again...i miss him already and its been like a day :(  i was telling less that if u could <3 a person to much that i think i did..okay sorry i had to get all girly for a min. :) omg it was soo sweet the other nite jay thought he could smell me...i know yall wernt there and ur not that cool so u dont understand but IT WASSS!! god i want to smell him up. i have a thing about smelling ppl..idk y ....okay ANYWHO *happy sigh* welp idk what else to wite...ima go..leave us comments dammit!

i <3 youuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

            *April

 



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