| "Oh God let us be a generation who runs to You"
aw poop, you know how sometimes you're just like "what am I doing here?" does anyone else feel like they're wasting away? because I kind of feel like that...I mean, I know I'm not, but it just looks that way. I know Gos doing stuff through me and in me that I'm not even aware about but, its just hard sometimes to TRUST.
why do teenagers think its so important to date? news flash!!! its NOT. think about it: the majority of teenagers serial date; all the time; non-stop. does that seem healthy to you? think of all the emotions that are wasted on that person you dated for a month? how long is a month in the span of your life? not long guys, not long. think about your whole life though, don't you wanna give that up to the King of all things? God is not a waste of energy, let me tell you. He's not going to break your heart, He's not going to cheat on you! please! He loves you more than life itself! literraly, He died for you.
guys, I can't put Him into words. its so hard to even talk about Him...because nothing describes how He makes me feel. nothing can describe what He does to me. its the best love story ever. its "Not Just Another Love Story". unfailing, never ending love, isn't that beautiful?
listening to Obed Edom |
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| I wish I had like, really smart, useful, thought-provoking things to say...but I don't.
things have been really good lately. God has been so good to me, and I'm afraid I haven't given Him the credit He deserves. your see you guys, He's my Father. and without Him, I don't even think I could be alive. maybe physically alive, but not truely alive.
so guys, let me know, how have you been? I still miss everyone from YFN like crazy, but thats pretty normal. I'm going to save up money for a plane ticket sometime this year, if not after Christmas (because Chelsea might come here!!), then during spring break. either way, I'm already stoked.
I love you guys!
listening to- PlayRadioPlay! |
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| so....I'm home. things have been going pretty well here actually. Gods going to do some crazy stuff in youth, you guys need to come and check it out! its going to be sweet.
man, I miss the Core so bad. my family. theres an empty place in my heart now. but oh well, I'll get to see most of them next summer. (next summer?!)
umm I don't have anything else to say except that Jesus is my hero. and He's my only One. and I love Him forever. |
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| umm okay. so I really don't want to go home in a week. sorry guys, but its true. I love you all and miss you. but really now, I don't want to leave. I have a new family and new friends and God has completely changed me and I'm a totally different person because of Him. I don't want to leave them because then I'll be like 20 hours away from most of them and what if I never see them again? it sucks...I'm going to be bawling when I leave. no joke. and I'm not a cryer either. |
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| okay guys in 24 hours I'm going to be on my way to Texas!!!! thats exciting isn't it? oh gee, I'm going to miss you all.
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