GUESS WHAT?!

i got a phone call from a nishi hongwanji child development center and they want me to work as part time preschool teacher!

o-m-g! my dream is finally coming true! i get to work with kids finally and work with someone that will put a smile on my face. when i got the offer i was sooooooooooooooooooo happy! so happy that i almost went pee pee in my pants. No jk. but my eyes was full with water but did not dare to drop a tear.

im still planning to work at shakas but only once a week which is sunday.  i like working at shakas because of the people i work with but i hate it how its not well organized. i hate it that we have to pay for our food. i hate how i get blamed for something i didnt do! yeah so much hate but thats how the business go right?

talking about kids... heres a picture of my sisters friends baby. she so cute!

i need to VENT!

first of all... i will start off with work.

Things that really really really bothers me.

-our usual customer TONY. i fucken hate him. why you ask? he's so picky about his food. he wants his food this way, that way, wants his green onions on the side, his cup of his... blah blah BLAH!well you know what TONY? we dont have a sloagan saying "have it your way". so kiss my ass.

-in the morning shift i hate it when customers come in, sit down, and waits for someone to take their order. they notice no one doesnt come to their table and start complaining and so on. well you know what? right when you enter the front door where you enter from, there is a sign that says "PLEASE PROCEED TO THE COUNTER" idiots...

-also in the morning shift i hate it when people say "for here" and start walking away. i tell them "you have to order at the register first and they say "no you dont." wtf idiots i work here! i should know!

theres many more... but those are the main one that bothers me.

i like school right now, but i hate the parking and the walking. theres too many DETOUR!

i need a break. thank god im going to new york.

so i watched In Her Shoes with ele and her sister. i honestly thought this movie was going to be... i dont know... sucks... no meaning... but it was actually pretty good. i recommend people to watch it if you have a real close relationship with your sisters or even brothers. and here is a quote that made me and ele cry.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

i know i dont tell my sisters I LOVE YOU, but i truly do love you two. i am so lucky not to have one, but two. im so thankful to have you two in my life.

"Without you i dont make sense"

he will be missed.

babe... i hope to see you smile again. it hurts me to see you depressed. im always here for you and also you friends. we really care about you and the good ol friend nike. i love you.

*cough cough*

HER: what do you want for valentines day?

HIM: what do you want?

HER: ummm... nothing.

HIM: you want earrings or something?

HER: yeah sure from tiffanys. its an open heart earring that cost about 145 and make sure you dont get big one. get the mini one.

HIM:... how long were you thinking about this...

HER: not long.