Currently Listening Mezmerize By System of a Down This Cocaine Make Me Feel Like I'm On This Song see related

hey everyone...sorry i dont update anymore....but i have a livejournal and a myspace that i use...check them out

http://www.myspace.com/chantyface

http://www.livejournal.com/users/jackblackissexx/

later buddies...

Currently Playing One Hot Minute By The Red Hot Chili Peppers Pea see related

holy smokes...when you wake up with unexplainable bruises....you know you had a good night.

Currently Playing Lost Dogs By Pearl Jam Footsteps see related

don't even think about reaching me

i won't be home

don't even think about stopping by

don't think of me at all

i did what i had to do

if there was a reason, it was you

don't even think about getting inside

voices in my head

oh voices

i got scratches all over my arms

one for each day

since i fell apart

i did what i had to do

if there was a reason, it was you

footsteps in the hall

it was you, it was you

pictures on my desk

it was you, it was you...

oh I did what I had to do

and if there was a reason...

if there’s something you’d like to do

just let me contuinue to blame you

footsteps in the hall

it was you, you

picture’s on my desk

it was you, you

"Footsteps" by Pearl Jam

oh man...i'm crushing hard people...

Currently Playing Frances the Mute By The Mars Volta The Window see related

wow...it's been a while....

Well life at moho has been good this year. I'm going to miss everyone....but i'm also looking forward for the end of finals. Man has it been stressful. Besides the work thats been piling up for weeks...i've been cheated on and lied to. I didn't think i cared so much about this person. But when i found out about what's been going on behind my back (such as cuddle sessions and sex showers with my good friend Hadley)....i got so depressed. I mean...i knew there was something between the two before, but i wasn't worried about it, and the whole thing was so casual that i didn't think it would bother me if they got back together. I'm not mad at Hadley....she didn't know what was going on with me....and she never has nor will lie to me... I'm better now...although not completely. It still hurts, i've never been hurt this way before...and it blows. Boy oh boy did i pick the wrong time to quit smoking...but i think i've done at least that....quit smoking that is (ciggarettes...) Well i'll pick up the pieces and move on...i just wanna stop thinking about it....it's so hard to move on....MAN why wont it leave my HEAD!!  

ANWAY...on a lighter note...I'M GOING TO BONNAROO!!! omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!!! I'm so fucking excited!!! The Mars Volta is gonna play and they are so fucking sweet!!! Tennessee here i come!!! And my buddy Leah is gonna be there too so i get to see her in June...it'll be great to see her after a while.

Alright...i'm being pretty lame now. I'm kinda just dicking around online hoping this person signs on. Fucking A i gotta get over this! oh brother...