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| PersonallyPersonally speaking, I take things too personally. What does that mean exactly? It means that whenever you do something that everyone else does, I often times read into it more than necessary.
Take for example my ex. I can't stand the situation or what came of it, but regardless, we both have mutual friends. Ever since we broke up, the mutual friends have mentioned to me that they don't know her that well nor go out of their way to hang out with her. Yet.... I keep seeing where she has been in contact with them - even more so than they have with me! I have tried to establish contact with these "friends" but yet they seem to never really finish the connection. By that I mean, if I say "lets get together sometime" they follow up with "ok, we will have you out sometime - we'll let you know." Afterwards, I don't hear from them again until i say "lets get together sometime" yet again. So what's going on there? Hell if I know, but should I be upset about it? Probably not - yet I am.
Perhaps it is me, but I don't think I could do that to someone. I couldn't tell someone "hey, i am more your friend then them... lets hang out" and then blow them off all the time. Granted, maybe I am not even close to a continuous friend with these people... but how can you ever get to that point if you are blown off all the time?
Makes me wonder really - is this what is bringing down the nation into a cesspool of depression? We take anti-depressants because we can't cope with things, mostly I feel its a sense of being alone and without purpose... yet... we reach out to others simply to be swat away with a hand of ignorance to the contribution of demise? Facilitated cyclic destruction at its best. I almost feel that instead of practiced ignorance, we should all just take a moment to call someone you know and have not spoken with in a long time - just to catch up - just to make them feel needed. Who knows, that person may one day indirectly save your life - that is... if they don't commit suicide first...
Just a thought.
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| Goodbye to bullshitIs it even possible to escape drama? It almost feels as if life is attached to a hot-air balloon full of drama and that some asshole is holding down the cord that keeps pumping more drama into the dayum thing and making it go higher and higher so that when you do cut away from the drama, it is catastrophic fall to death.
PULL RIP CORD!
doesn't work... and the back-up chute is gone. well wtf?
Oh well... one day... its gonna happen. Maybe if I weed out all the people that are annoying... it will. I better get a Binford Series Weed Eater with a lifetime warranty cause something tells me it will need to go in for repairs A LOT for overuse!
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| Stranger than something...Sometimes when I ask people what the date is, they look at me as if I am from some other kind of planet. They often respond with some sort of questioned response:
"uhh.. then 9th?"
This is typically followed by an awkward stare with them thinking I must be crazy. So to add to the weirdness, I often times walk up to them, grab them by the shoulders, stare them in the eye and start shaking them asking "no man.. what YEAR is it??"
Another thing I was thinking about along these lines is why is there an AM or PM indicator on my clock in my car? Seriously.... what point does that serve I mean... what kind of a moron do I need to be to not be able to tell when it is AM or PM!! I would think I would have bigger issues if I was relying on my car clock to tell me if it was AM or PM.
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My boss is officially paranoid. She thinks everyone in the building is trying to steal her research work. So she instructed us not to speak about what we do in our lab, what we are studying, or what kind of work we are trying to accomplish.
News flash: THERE ARE 7 LABS IN THE WORLD.. yes.. world... THAT ARE STUDYING GENOMICS OF SEA LAMPREY!! And there is a reason... nobody cares about sea lamprey!!! And now that you all know what we are doing, you are more apt to coupe de grace our lab and steal all our "ever so important" data of sea lamprey crap.
To further exemplify how paranoid she is, she thought that our last PhD student was stealing our data and selling it to the chinese... yes... I said that.. and yes its true! Too bad our last PhD student is Vietnamese. Last time I checked, he didn't like Chinese people... OH! Did I mention that kids name is Kazoo? As in... the free toy you get in the box of cracker jacks? Makes me wonder what the hell shrooms the Vietnamese are snorting to come up with those kinds of names - including (this is not a joke) - Bitch Bang! Yes... there is really a guy whose name is Bitch Bang!! I laughed at how ridiculous the whole thing is.
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| In and out BurgerThat should be the title of life. Think about it, if you refer to everything as burger, how often can you say this statement is true? Friends, Family, Lovers, Hobbies, Food - pretty much everything I say!
Was thinking about some people in my life that I used to talk to and have a good time with. I no longer do that. Why? Cause they walked out, or we grew apart, or I walked out. Not too recently, lost a friend to social drama. We have not spoken since. Well mostly its cause her fiance is king asshole, but aside from that... we are not "allowed" to converse because of said fiance. Sad really... we had a good friendship that was honest and sincere.
Another few friends of mine also went over the way side. Mainly we had some disagreements in who was to blame for things. I was partially, but they felt fully. Meh... shit happens, but that shouldn't be a reason to not speak to each other anymore... to the point of purposely avoiding each other.
And the food I ate yesterday... yeah... that really left in a big hurry today. Thank God too... it was making my stomach churn a little too much - sorta like this bit of information!
Wouldn't mind people sticking around more... but... such is the way of things...
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