| - Fine Again I was reading a friends xanga. The comment was "I wish everyone would stop and enjoy summer."
I sat back and thought about that comment. I asked myself "Summer?" Honestly where did it go. Doing this, going here, working there, there really is no summer. Until yesterday I hadn't seen any of my friends for two weeks.
I remember when I was in High School, I would get out of school on that last day and think 3 months of freedom and relaxation, and it mostly was until boredom set in.
My 'Summer' has been anything but. A summer of apprehension, confusion, sadness, and indecisivness.
I had it all.. it all figured out. My plan from the first day I walked across that stage at graduation. All I can do now is look and see all that was planned fade into ashes.
I never was one of the off the cuff, spontaneous type, I always meticulously planned out every action and executed it... until now. I planned it all out, every little detail. But it isn't working, and it bothers me that it isn't. I'm not used to it not working. Needless to say its frightening.
But hey maybe it is just me.
"And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day"
-Seether (Fine Again)
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