Ok so summer has been good i guess. It has had it's BEST DAY'S EVER and it has had its WORST DAY'S EVER. But there were a lot of the better days in the begining and now it seems like everyday is getting worse and worse. I mean people i was cool with in the begining, now are creating this crazy drama shit over god fucking know. I mean i just dont get people sometimes. They don't understand sometimes that people are busy and if u ask them to do something and they say they cant dont take it as they dont want to be ur friend anymore or they dont wanna hang out with u anymore, because that isn't how if fucking is. It's just that they have asked at busy times or something comes up sudden that they have to cancel. It fucking happens all the god dam time and i guess for some people they just dont understand. So slowly throught the summer it and been getting worse with the drama and dumb bullshit over nothing. I m tired of people talking shit , just fucking say it and get the fuck over it. And i mean if the other party has no idea what the fuck caused this drama between you they why don't you fucking drop them some details. And most of all for all u little fuckers who like to say shit to other people, that someone else supposidly or never said that was by far the biggest fucking lie in the world then just shut your fucking mouth. Because u are the start of all this bullshit. But ya know what for those stupid people who believe those fucking liars then u are just as big of an asshole and they are. So if ur gonna believe assholes and ruin a friendship then the friendship wasnt made to last becasue u can't trust that other friend. So to all those people who have had friendships end over stupid bullshit then same on u for not trusting ur friends as u said u did. You were the bad friend all along and it is ur fault the friendship fell apart.

I needed to get that out. Leave me a comment. Peace ~Jackie

I stole this off Moria's xanga and was borde so i filled it out:

1. Kissed your cousin: on the cheek    
2. Ran away: probly when lil but dont really remember
3. Pictured your crush naked: no
4. Skipped school: yea
5. Broken someone's heart: not sure
6. Been in love: no
7. Cried when someone died: yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yes
9. Broken a bone: yes
10. Done something embarrassing: yea, i've had a lot of them
11. Lied: yes    
12. Cried in school: yes

WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite
15. Girls or Guys: that is a hard one i dunno
16. Flowers or Candy: candy
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: clean shaved
18. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes
19. Bitchy or Slutty: bitchy
20. Tall or Short: tall
21. Pants or Shorts: shorts
22. Night or Day: night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: personality and sense of humor
24. Last Person You Danced With: Ed at prom 
25. Worst Question To Ask: hmmm.....

THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: before work
27. Stepped outside: when i went out to go swimming around 12

28. Had Sex: no

ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: dunno
30. Your Good Luck Charm: my bat during softball but other then that i dunno
31. Person You Hate Most: There's too many on that list
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: Graduating High School
33. On your desk: probly dust if i had a desk
34. Picture on your desktop: The one that  came with computer

FAVOURITE...
35. Color: Green
36. Movie: Little Giants, Empire Records and a lot more
37. Artist or band: to many
38. Cars: Civic, Mustang(old), Monte Carlo
39. Ice Cream: Chocolate peanut butter
41. Food: Coconut shrimp, General Tso Chicken, I like a lot of stuff but those are 2 of my favorites

WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: myself, jen, jill ,kelli, my lil bro pat
43. Makes You Smile: my lil brother
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: dunno
45. Has A Crush On You: dunno
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: not at the time
47. Who Has It Easier?: guys have life so much easier then girls

48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them:dunno

DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: yea when i was looking for something to do
50. Save AIM Conversations: yea
51. Save E-mails: yea
52. Forward Secret E-mails: no
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: sometimes
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: no
55. Wear Cologne: no
56. Kiss: yes
57. Cuddle: yes
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: no i wouldnt know what to do for that long

HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: yea but then i got over it 
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: yes then we dated
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: nope
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: nope
63. Been Rejected: yes
64. Been In Love?: no
65. Been In Lust?: no
66. Used Someone?: no
67. Been Used?: yes
68. Dumped Someone?: yes
69. Been Cheated On?: yea
70. Been Kissed?: yes
71. Done Something You Regret?: yes

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: dunno
73. You Talked To?: danny
74. You Hugged?: my lil sister
75. You Instant Messaged?: i have no idea  
76. You Kissed?: no one
77. You Yelled At?: my lil brother

78. You Thought About?: everyone
79. Who Text Messaged You?: no one

80. Who Broke Your Heart?: no one

81. Who Told You They Loved You?: dunno

YOU...
82. Color of Your Hair? brown
83. Have Tattoos?: yes, 1
84. Have Piercings?: yes
85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
86. Own A Webcam?: no
87. Own A Thong?: no
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: yes
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: no
90. Habla espanol?: si but no well
91. Quack?: no

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: yes
93. Smoke?: yea, when i feel like it
94. Schizophrenic?: no
95. Obsessive?: no
96. Compulsive?: no
97. Obsessive compulsive?: no
98. Panic?: no
99. Anxiety?: no
100. Depressed?: no

Wow, i guess i m really bad at this since it has been 5 MONTHS since i have last written.What can i say i have been a busy girl. Ok so i will update you on what has been keeping me so busy. Well from March until May i was playing soccer everyday for school, which truely sucked. I hated Mr. Will and he was just the worst coach ever. Also in April softball started I love playing it is such a rush hitting a homerun and running the base and then when i through someone out who is trying to steal. I love it when they get picked off it is funny to me. There is just a rush when I play and it helps me release my stress also. Then in May we had prom. That was one of the best nights of my life i got to spend it with my best friends and just have a great time. I went with my friend Ed from tech, so cute. He is a great dancer and very funny. Then after that came the last days of school which were said just because you finally realize you probly wont see any of these people ever again. Then that wonderful day JUNE 8TH came GRADUATION DAY. It was one of the most exciting days of my life. I was finally done with abington but it just hurt that i would probly lose some friends. So i can finally say now i am a high school graduate and will be looking forward to atttend Penn State Abington this fall. Other then that I just worked and hung out with my friends.

So now were are at the beginning of July getting ready for the 4th and so far this summer I have just been enjoying it with friends and making the money. Hopefully I can find someone special to enjoy the summer with and have some fun with. But I just want to make this summer the most by hanging out with my friends and enjoying the time we have left before we all leave for school. Some crazy shit is gonna go down this summer and i will make sure to update this when something does. Well i m gonna go now peace that is good enough for missing about 5 months. Later skater Hit me up with some comments

                            Jackie

Hello All,

Yea so its been awhile it is always awhile what can I say my live is just that boring that I dont have something to talk about everyday. But lately I've just been chillin ya know wit some cool peeps. I miss my one peep though, we dont really see that much of each other in school, but we always find time to talk. So ya other then that I have been chillin with some new friends and having some good times. School still suxs though it just seems like a waste of time anymore and I can't deal with it. Soccer is starting soon, i m kinda excited i guess to see how the team is gonna do but I am worried it maybe like last year and Mr.Will is gonna make it the worst season ever and no one is going want to play. I m also worried i may not be in good enough shape for it but ill try my hardest to be as ready as i think i should be. Hmmmmmmmm..... i guess there is really nothing else to say. I'll write again later if i feel like it i guess peace

~Jackie

So yea its been a long time lets just say. Some updates are Eagles are going to the superbowl, school soccer is starting, we are half way through senior year (thank god) and life is good i guess. School is becoming some what easier with my term paper almost done that will take a lot of the pressure off. But i feel good about the rest of the year and i think i will do good in all my classes so i wont have to take finals. On the friends side things are good hanging out with the usual people Jen, Alicia and Kelli sometimes. Also been catching up wit my cousin and that has been fun. Kim is such a mother fucking riot and is really loude but i still lover her. nothing else has really been going on except work and school. Work is really good though, i love my job. We all get along so well and me, jill and danny always have fun no matter how much work we have. And danny and jill fight like brother and sister and it is really sick sometimes but w.e it is funny watching them fight. Ill write more later peace out mother fucker. later skater ~Jackie