JacobsGirlfrieeend's Xanga

Friday, June 23, 2006

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 19:31:48 GMT

new xanga site.

http://xanga.com/HeatherFreakinGibson

go there

that would be lovely (:

Friday, June 09, 2006

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 18:21:20 GMT

um.

i dont really know what to say.

lots of junk has happened. i feel sad, and considering the name of my xanga doesn't really apply anymore, i think i'm going to take a break from the whole xanga world for a while.

Monday, June 05, 2006

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 04:18:34 GMT

nooooo. summer school tomorrow. espanol. no bien.

so, my birthday went wonderfully. thanks to all who came and spent the day with me! texas road house isn't all that it's cracked up to be, but The Break Up was! andddd THE MAVS MADE IT TO THE FINALS... ON MY BIRTHDAY! how amazing is that?! i know, crazy amazing. oh and I finally got my PS2 that I've always wanted from my parents, it's the super tiny one. i've been playing harry potter and the goblet of fire in all my free time (which isn't much lately)

tomorrow night I have to work. it's actually kind of fun to work there! it's nice quiet "me time" in the store by myself. but it is nice to have visitors as well. (trade secrets in the mall... 6-9.. i'll be there)

ok, bed time is soon. :/ gotta get up and run in the morning, then go to... dun dun dun... school.

Monday, May 29, 2006

Mon, 29 May 2006 20:20:45 GMT

one more week of freedom. :/ summer school, here I come. dangit!

so I went to Berkner's graduation this weekend, and I realized something about graduation. You have all this pent up energy and excitement about graduation day and finally getting out and what not. But nothing miraculous happens on that stage, you simply... walk across. Then all of a sudden it's all over, and you feel as though that wasn't enough. Yeah, you walked, and you got your diploma and everything, but that's it. I donno. I just remember it being a weird feeling after it was all said and done, almost disappointing.

my birthday is saturday, 19 sounds so boring.

oh yeah, I donno if I mentioned, I got a job at Trade Secrets at Town East, thanks to Tara! I haven't started yet, but I shall soon (:

"I want to buy you flowers everyday make every day a holiday, and carry on and on and on about you and the things you do. The things you do!"

-a good little tune I picked up a long time ago

Friday, May 26, 2006

Fri, 26 May 2006 22:35:45 GMT

today. I shall post a song. a song that is dear to my heart.

"No Such Thing" by John Mayer

"welcome to the real world"
she said to me condescendingly
"take a seat, take your life
plot it out in black and white"

well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
and the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
is still hiding up my sleeve

they love to tell you "stay inside the lines"
but something's better on the other side

I want to run through the halls of my high school
I want to scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just a lie you've got to rise above

so the good boys and girls take the so-called right track
faded white hats grabbing credits, maybe transfers
they read all the books but they can't find the answers
all of our parents, they're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
while in their memories, tiny tragedies

they love to tell you "stay inside the lines"
but something's better on the other side

I want to run through the halls of my high school
I want to scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just a lie you've got to rise above

I am invincible
I am invincible
I am invincible
as long as I'm alive

I want to run through the halls of my high school
I want to scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just a lie you've got to rise above

I just can't wait for my ten year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
and when I stand on these tables before you
you will know what all this time was for

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Tue, 23 May 2006 03:20:02 GMT

well it's been a while. Time flies when you're doin nothin. That camping trip was wicked awesome. I got all scraped and bruised in the river, we saw deer and skunks and an armadillo. I love camping, I didn't think I would be the "camping type" until I tried it. I'm all for being outside all day with nothing better to do. I like seeing the stars when they're not all hiding from the city lights. It's just a great get away.

Apart from that, I've been searching for a job since I got royally screwed by the Mesquite Recreation Centers. gay. I'd like to waitress, that would be some nice money. I donno. I really wish I could just stop growing up, responsibility is so difficult.

I watched a lot of Grey's Anatomy today from season 1. It's so amazingly magnificent. I love it. Almost more than Harry Potter. It's just so dang...appealing. It touches my emotions and makes me ponder things, I adore that.

whewwww.
peaceee

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Tue, 16 May 2006 23:38:17 GMT

Marge is my ex roommate. how sad is that. anywho. I'm gonna copy her and tell you guys my grades. I'm sorta somewhat kinda ok with them. (a little)

geology - B

psychology- B

political science- A ( a miracle)

human sexuality- A

art appreciation- B (gayyy)

current gpa- 3.5

yay! it went down.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Sun, 14 May 2006 01:45:18 GMT

oh how I love being home and seeing my friends! I've missed them! Sadly, this may be the last summer with some of them :/

Anywho, I'm officially moved out of my dorm and it was sorta sad. Me and Marge shed a tear when I left! I'll miss her! It sure is good being home though. I've been busy busy busy trying to find a job and get settled. I did Elsie today at the DINO RUN! haha. It was pretty cool, I got my own escort to help me around. It's hard to see the groud and people around me sometimes.

sooooo.. I'm home.
yay!

oh and...

Tristan and Isolde is the best movie ever. I can't get it out of my head. dang he's so hot. dang.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Sun, 07 May 2006 15:38:42 GMT

bahahhaha 3 days lefttt (after today of course)

I'm actually feeling a little sad about leaving my dorm. It's been my home away from home for a year, and it was starting to be sorta like.. my own place. Well, I'll be much more comfortable at home, I know. It's just a little depressing, leaving here, and not knowing who my roommate will be next year.. .if they'll be nice or horrible.

I'm dreading getting all my junk out of here on Wednesday. I sort of have to do it all myself, and that's usually kinda hard. I start to get tired on like.. the 4th time down the stairs!

well only 2 more shifts at work then I'm home freee! I'll still be getting paychecks halfway into june! that's so great!

Ok. I'm gonna go watch t.v. or something..

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Wed, 03 May 2006 21:41:55 GMT

My Countdowns:

3 more shifts at Survey Research Center

7 more days of living here

13 days till the camping trip with all mah peeps.

I love Oprah. I get made fun of for my constant references to Oprah and what or who has been on her show. I feel that it is good for me to watch Oprah, being a lady, the show speaks to us and helps us to be less naive and more knowledgeable! So there....people that say I'm a dork! haha.

Tomorrow I'm going to a Guide Dog Meeting in Garland to see how they work and what it'll be like if I become a puppy walker. Oh yay! I'm excited and nervous because this is such a big responsibility, but a chance for a lot of changes!

"Love is as Love does, and Love does not hurt"

hmmmm..

lyrics timeee!

"Sureshot" by Yellowcard

Get up face this day
Find some way to make the mean kids pay
Playing it safe, it's your morals at stake
You're a young man who's willing to wage war
Break from the mold, never do what your told
After all what are feelings of rage for

So I say, I got a sureshot way to work things out
All of this arguing has worn you down
I got a sureshot way to kill your doubts
Find what your following and chase it down

Get up, face this year
days will fade with all your childhood fears
All of the nights, all of the friends and the fights
You're a young man, who's burning to break free
Here are your rights and your name's up in lights
Don't abuse be the best that you can be

Bye mom and dad, you're all I had
I'm finding out I'm on my own, I am all alone
Break from the mold

I've got a sureshot way to work things out
all of this growing up has worn you down
I've got a sureshot way to kill your doubts
find what your following and chase it down