Hello people. Funness has happened. We did pretty well at Lake Lehman and I found a band who could destroy North Penn. That always makes me happy. I wanna run, like you wouldn't believe. No practice saturday, but we have a game on friday woopy! (cushin) haha.

I don’t want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don’t care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true, baby all I want for christmas is you


I don’t want a lot for Christmas there is just one thing I need
And I don’t care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
I don’t need to hang my stocking, way above the fireplace
Santa Clause won't make me happy with a toy on christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
baby all I want for christmas is you, babe baby.

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow (oh i wont even wish for snow)
I’m just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it, to the North Pole for St Nick
Won't even stay awake to hear the magic reindeer play

Cause I just want you here tonight
Holdin' on to me so tight
What more can I do?
oh baby all I want for christmas is you, oh baby

Oh how the lights are shining surrounding everywhere (surrounding everywhere)
Where the sounds of children’s laughter fills the air
And everyone is singin'
Oh I hear those sleigh bells ringin'
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you bring back my baby to me?

I don’t want a lot for Christmas
This is all I’m askin for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
Is you, you,
All I want is you

(i miss you)

(that wasn't part of the song by the way)

Well it's been awhile guys. No one reads this anyway so whatevah hehe. Hmm... the winner of my last posts lyrics contest is Casey. She won with 3 points. Runner up is Mike Denison with 2 points. And in third place is Jessica Alba with no points, (she didn't even try though lucky for you's people's hehe) Following this brief summary of my days will be the answer key to the test.

Wow, so much has happened in the last weeks. Did you know I broke up and got back together with nat in that time? That I almost died? Etc... etc...? No? Well... neither did I, you can imagane how shocked I was when I was told (sorry casey).

Friday, we lost to NP... alot... but we played well (band wise) and even palyed better than the grand national champions! (and NP too!)

Saturday, I ran a screwed up 5k at my old elementary school. I got 2nd place. Don't ask my time cause we ran way more than a 5k therefore times are irrelevant.

Because of this, for the nexdt four hours of band I wanted to throw up hehe.

I spent the next hour walking home then on the roof, trying to get into my home. Last time I don't bring my house key with me.

Nat came over quarter of seven, and we hung out for a few hours. She really likes my family. Wierd I know.

And today I've done nothing but Tim Tang Test. And Hw.

Answer Key!

Comments are love!

1. From Ritz to Rubble: Arctic monkeys (come on casey!)

2. The End has Come: Ben Moody

3. The Sharpest Lives: My Chemical Romance

4. When We Die: Bowling for Soup

5. Lost in a Portrait: Trapt

6. Pain: Jimmy Eat World

7. Famous Last Words: My Chemical Romance

8. Outside: Staind

9. Right Here: Staind

10. Drowning Lessons: My Chemical Romance

11. Teenagers: My Chemical Romance

12. Wasteland: 10 Years

13. To The End: My Chemical Romance

14. Bother: Stone Sour

15. Dancing Shoes: Arctic Monkeys

16. Eleanor Rigby: The Beatles

17. Bury Me in Black: My Chemical Romance

18. Numb: Linkin Park

19. Mama: My Chemical Romance

20. You've Got The Music In You!: New Radicals

21. Piece by Piece: Strata

22. Bound to Violence: Hatebreed

23. Be Yourself: Audioslave

24. Your Horoscope for Today: Wierd Al Yankovic (I thought better of you people, no one got this?)

25. Brianstorm: Arctic Monkeys

Wow these last few days have been effed up lol. If you put the fact that I haven't slept in days and I've been having stomach issues on top of the fact that I'm feeling deprsesed and irrational ON TOP OF band camp, it's been interesting. Coincidentiyally enough, thsi all started when I started taking my new medicine, Clavert, which is the same as before but three times as much per day. Do I have to remind you of the side effects? . Deal with me people, cause a pretty face is deffinitly worth my sanity and yours =P.

Band camp has been fun though, there's deffinitly nothing like it. There's so much I'm learning about marching and drills and stuff. The funniest thing is, steve has us do something he thinks is important in the morning during our early sectionals, then we end up learning that anyway, only slower paced lol. Day 4 today! Hmm lyrics, how about... what I'm listening to! Oh, I'm not, better change that h/o

goooooooo song shuffles!

on another note, finished the alychemist last night when I couldnt sleep! I now have less books to read than a guy with, umm... only one book?

Oh sweet colors!

Can you feel it crush you does it seem to bring the worst in you out
There's no running away from these things that hold you down
Do they complicate you because they make you feel like this
Of all the colors that you've shine this is surely not your best
But you should know these colors that you're shining are

Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine

I know you feel alone yeah and no one else can figure you out
But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down
Well they'd love to save you don't you know they love to see you smile
But these colors that you've shined are surely not your style

But you should know these colors that you're shining are

Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine

I know you're feeling like you're lost
But you should know these colors that you're shining are

I know you're feeling like you're lost you feel you've drifted way too far
Did you know these colors that you’re shining are

Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine

(Surely not the best)
I know you're feeling like you're lost
(Colors that you shine)
But you should know these colors that you're shining are
(Surely not the best)
I know you're feeling like you're lost you feel you've drifted way too far
Did you know these colors that you're shining are

So yea, I'm upping my dosage on Sotret, I've got a cavity! and I've seen Kathy twice since last posting, two very very happy days =][=. Tommorow I'm going to see the Bourne Ultimatioum. And next saturday is Natalies bday party to look foward to! Not much to say now, let's see, idk bout lyrics for today. How about... going the distance by cake?

Reluctantly crouched at the starting line,
Engines pumping and thumping in time.
The green light flashes, the flags goes up,
Churning and burning, they yern for the cup.

They deftly manouver and muscle for rank,
Fuel burning fast on an empty tank,
Wreckless and wild they pour thru the turns,
Their prowless is podent and secretly stern.

As they speed thru the finish the flags go down.
The fans get up, and get out of town.
The arena is empty except for one man,
Still driving and striving as fast as he can

The sun has gone down and the moon has come up,
And long ago somebody left with the cup,
But he's driving and striving and hugging the turns,
And thinking of someone for whom he still burns.

He's going the distance.
He's going for speed.
She's all alone, all alone in her time of need.

Because he's racing and pacing and plotting the course,
He's fighting and biting and riding on his horse.
He's going the distance.

Yeah!

No trophy, no flowers, no flash bulbs, no wine.
He's haunted by something he cannot define.
Bowel shaking earthquakes of doubt and remorse,
Assail him, impale him with monster truck force.
In his mind he's still driving, still making the grade.
She's hoping time that her memories will fade,
Cause he's racing and pacing and plotting the course,
He's fighting and biting and riding on his horse.

The sun has gone down and the moon has come up,
And long ago somebody left with the cup.
But he's striving and driving and hugging the turns,
And thinking of someone for whom he still burns.

Cause he's going the distance.
He's going for speed.
She's all alone, all alone in her time of need.

Because he's racing and pacing and plotting the course,
He's figting and biting and riding on his horse,
He's racing and pacing and plotting the course,
He's figting and biting and riding on his horse!

He's going the distance.
He's going for speed.
He's going the distance...

Marching band was fun today, we ran the opener and did pretty well. I got a beastly measure of eigth notes, all by myself!!! tastes like chicken was a beast today, and count on the duke i want to burn... we didnt play it, but I dont care... not much else to say. survey time!

----------------- THE BASICS------------------

-- Name: Jake
-- Birthday: June 20
-- Nicknames: Jacok, The Jake, Porkchop...
-- Favorite band: My Chemical Romance, Arctic Monkeys, Libertines

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- Pepsi or coke: neither
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Donalds
-- Adidas or Nike: Nike
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: I guess the cap

-----------------DO YOU------------------

-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: fuck no! lol jk yea
-- Take a shower everyday: yup

-- Have a crush(es): can u have a crush on ur gf?
-- Who are they?: <3kathy<3
-- Do you think you've been in love?: i think so

-- Want to go to college?: yup

-- Like high school: sure
-- Want to get married: yeah
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: mmhmm
-- Believe in yourself: go ahead
-- Get motion sickness: sorta
-- Think you're attractive: im starting to gain some selfesteem...some meds and stuff are helping ^^
-- Get along with your parents: not really
-- Like thunderstorms: gotta race in one tommorow =][=
-- Play an instrument: baritone and trombone will destroy you!

------------IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--------------

-- Drank alcohol: no
-- Smoke(d): no
-- Done a drug: medication?
-- Have Sex: i wish
-- Made Out: meh? who cares?

-- Gone to the mall: mmhmm
-- Eaten sushi: no
-- Been on stage: i think? yea
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: i wish
-- Been in love: i think
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: yea

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

-- Flown on a plane: mmhmm
-- Missed school because it was raining?:yea
-- Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: told many
-- Cried during a movie?: does not make u a pansy mike... but no i havent
-- Had an imaginary friend: yup... i named him joe... joe mama!
-- Cut your hair: buzzed it
-- Had crush on a teacher?: eww
-- Gotten beaten up: never lost a fight at my old school, havent been in one here
-- Been in a fight: won em all

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------

-- Age you hope to be married: somewhere in the 20's
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 1 or 2... havent thought about it yet...
-- How do you want to die?: doing something cool when I'm old... and not involving anything my body can do by itself, i'm talking taking a bullet to the head running to protect a women in a bank robbery when I'm 87 or something
-- What do you want to be when you grow up?: crime scene investigator area?
-- What country would you most like to visit?: germany

-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------

-- Best eye/hair color: i like... eyes... and hair.... color doesnt matter much
-- Short or long hair: longish
-- Best height: short
-- Best weight: not fat, not skinny
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------

-- Number of people I could trust with my life:that number slowly gets smaller
-- Number of CDs that I own: alot... then we get to itunes
-- Number of piercings: none
-- Number of tattoos: twelve, no wait, none

-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: i lost count

------------Favorites-------------------

-- Shampoo: cleaning kind
-- Fav Color: orange
-- Day/Night: pitch black night
-- Summer/Winter: winter.
-- Lace or Satin: cuz they all feel good when i wear them?
-- Fave Food:salmon, other fishy stuff
-- Fave sports stars: umm... never really thought about it, Ryann Kreis (high school going into senior state champion hurdeler girl) and Peter Selby (leauge champion hurdler and sprinter guy)

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------

-- Wearing: jean shorts and cbwest relays shirt
-- Drinking: water
-- Thinking about: this airband that my friends and i feel like doing
-- Listening to: umm... by this point the ghost of you by my chemical romance... 6th in the track (helena is the first, long survey...)
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------

-- Cried: yea
-- Worn jeans: yea
-- Met someone new online:missy IMed me... does that count? didnt have her s/n b4 and never really talked to her...
-- Done laundry: mmhmm
-- Drove a car: i wish
-- Talked on the phone: yup

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

-- Do you ever wish you had another name?: I kinda like the name seth
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: yup, kathy <3
-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: david
-- Who have you known the longest of your friends?: i've known angelina since we wus 5.
-- Are you close to any family member? not really
-- Who do you hang around the most?: band ppl... brian and mike and casey and such
-- What's the best feeling in the world?: not being depressed... i dont get it often so it feels good
-- Worst Feeling?: being depressed and not being able to figure out why, also when I'm in the middle of one of my "anger attacks" no control over myself... it sucks
-- What time is it now? 10:54 PM