Gosh....still haf got 2 more papers to go...Buz and Maths paper.....juz got back from the city not too long ago....damn..the studying tempo here is soo much more intense.......haha....guess it sure works for me....gotta study real hard...endure for 6 more days......gambatte.....

As days pass by, the better and clearer a person develops an understanding of their needs and wants and also of other people around them. Someone who has a positive model of own self will have a positive model of others. Into the age of 25 in adults has got numerous stresses placed upon them through the seeking the route of development. What I can think of is the normative crisis model which is the knowledge of developmental tasks of adults which could maybe be beneficial to the ability to relate certain issues. One part of it comprises of responsibility and as there is a up going of the stages in life, there will inadvertably be an increase in responsibility. Thus there is a potential for furtherance of intellectual, emotional and even physical development that will take place.

Curiosity got the better of me. One question for you guys : Intimacy versus isolation. What is your views on it? The thoughts that you gathered indicates the maturity of psychosocial development from the prior stage of crisis of adolescence. After seriously pondering over the issue, I came to a conclusion that there is a theory called the Maslow theory and that I feel that it best describes my thoughts and views. The main version of it is that humans could be put into different levels which could be like on a pyramid or something layered. In order to satisfy the higher needs, the lower or the more basic needs have to be met first which merges intimacy and isolation as a whole. This whole thoughts seems like a mental rotation of tetrametrical visions being flashed upon us as a concept that is purely impossible to measure as it cannot be directly observed.

The next issue is about inner self. I am sure that we all have hidden and unexplored wounds but we are afraid to expose them thinking that they will cause embarrassment, guilt or more pain. In place of dealing with them, we keep more of them coming and storing on top of the previous ones. Without us knowing the little wounds that we thought are gone, buried or forgotten are in effect alive yet dormant and they come to surface when some related event triggers them off.

We don't really change for the fear of getting better. This process of pain becoming part of life continues generation to generation and ultimately through karmic pyrolysis.
Without knowing we gradually start becoming like an emotional turtle where we keep hiding more and more into our inner self and this slow alienation slowly isolates us from life.When we get hurt, humiliated, rejected, abandoned, cheated, broken, mistrusted or used, we form a protective layer on that part, an emotional scar, so that person, situation or event does not repeat itself and we don't get hurt again by avoiding that person or situation.
We create tall, hard, unbreakable and self protective walls around us. This is fine but in this process, we also lose connection with other fine people and other fateful situations. Soon nobody can reach us and we insulate ourselves from life itself. Sooner or later, when we are cutting us off from the world, the fear even starts creating a divide in our own self whereby we begin to go far from our own life and soul. This utter solitary and lonely situation causes severe damage to soul thus creating a sanification of urban uniformity in general.

So let us bring together all forms of crasinity and supritimization and look forward positvely together.

What's drinking?                                                                                       
First you take a drink, then the drink takes a drink, then the drink takes you.Its like a prison that binds the soul away and adding bits of justification sometimes doubles it...haha