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| FormIf happiness had a form what would it look like? It might be something like glass...Because one doesn't notice it normally. However it is there. As proof, if you change the angle you look at it, the glass will reflect light.
It would state its presences and existence more eloquently than any other thing in this world.
It always amazing me how quotes can change someone's thought process and mood, makes you look at things from a different point of view. I especially like the quote above. I felt really down today, I can only count on myself sometimes to cheer me up. I hate to bring others down with me, that is why I write my depressing feelings here. Its good sometimes to stop, breathe, and think and write about today, and what I can do to have a better tomorrow.
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| Rant!!!Love is complicated, women are complicated, the way the world works is complicated. My girlfriend just broke up with me today, she just can't wait for me anymore its been 9 months since I've move to this hell hole called North Dakota...not by choice I had to come. I was going to surprise her by taking a vacation to Korea in December by telling her that I'm getting a new job and I would be back in Korea in less then a year from now. That's out the window now. You know I put forth a lot of time into this and trying my best to get back. She tries one time to get a Visa to come to the states and then gives up. Always saying that she is lonely, tired of waiting, blah blah blah. Many times I asked her if it was getting to be too much. I feel the same way too you know. Its harder being a military member you have limited control over somethings in your life. At least I tried more then once to get back there.
You can never love someone enough, you can never give someone enough, you can never make someone happy enough. YOU CAN NEVER DO ENOUGH OF ANYTHING! In my relationships it just seems like I can't do enough to make them happy. You know what. Its me time now. I try hard, I always think of my relationships as this woman might be the one for me. I don't cheat, I respect cultural differences and I made an effort to LEARN the language. I try to take from each mistake I've made to make myself better, to not repeat the same mistake. I'm tired of it now. I'm going to think only of what makes me happy for awhile. I'm just sick of it.
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| I've started work this past Monday and already stupid shit is happening at work. This past week nothing but bad news from idiots not knowing how if you drink alcohol you are NOT ok to drive, to speeding and flipping over vehicles and lying about how fast you were going, to underage drinking etc etc etc. This is something that has been said over and over and over and over and over and over and over again YET some people still do it. We call them the 1%. Since it has been happening every month since before I got here we can bump that number to I dunno 100%! We should all just say fuck it and do everything we are not suppose to be doing.
So why is this bothering me. Well the rest of us who try to stay out of trouble have to stand there (on a day off no less) while not only that person gets bitched at for being stupid, but we get bitched at for not "taking care of him or her". Not only do I not know that person, but at this point I could care less. You brief it, you have videos, class, training and yet they still do it. If you are old enough to sign up for this job you should be old enough to take care of yourself not on others to wipe your ass for you. On a good note I will be able to change jobs (hopefully) soon I have an appointment on Monday!
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| Ok so I had hope this day would never come...well I knew it would but I was hoping North Dakota would somehow be apart of Canada and I would get to go back to Korea. It seems that didn't happen seeing as when I check it was still apart of the U.S. I have about 6 hours before I have to leave for the airport...a depressing thing it is.
Anyhow I did enjoy my time here with friends. I have forgotten since I left Korea how life can be so um fun! I could never ask for better friends then the ones I have here at home. I'm happy we are all able to keep in contact and seeing them really made my goal of going where I need to be reachable again. Going to miss W.A.F.F.L.E! Till we meet again!
Mike, Anthony, Paulo, Limmy, Danny- next time we should really hang out more. Dudes night out. More drinking and hot women.
Joy- I didn't see you enough! it was like one day =(
Cindy, Alice - House of Prime rib was good! Next time my treat Korea food! lol
Marielle- same with you we didn't get to hang out much! (Quit working so much damnit!)
Jos- We got to hang out alot! I'm happy for that!
Oh I was planning a long Vacation to Korea or Japan does anyone want to plan we with? (I know it might be wishful thinking but I'll try anyhow)
Stupid North Dakota... I miss In and Out Burger already.
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| Goodbye DaysCantonese Version of Goodbye Days
在這刻想妳 想跟你相見 這個太遙遠吧
這首歌將我 緊緊抱起過 今天的我個人唱和
只好將這個音量再推高 直至到風都可聽到
Oh good-bye days 是嗎
決心可改變一切 但是咋日已 so long
如果想你伴我 就要將這種愛填在你的和弦
La la la la la~With you~wo...
耳筒機給你 分一半好嗎 這次我彈奏吧
是這麼想過 孤單也不錯 總算改變很多
想打開心中照著你的燈 可藉此中鎖得太緊
Oh good-bye days 是嗎
我己經改變一切 過去唱著說 Alright
離開可會是你 就算消失了仍活在我的靈魂
La la la la la~With you~wo...
如果可以 仍想起我 午夜背著結他走的過 這人並無突出 但是我 Oh
如果相見 仍可相見 Yeah Hello my friends 就這麼多
決定以後明天 未變遷
如果緊抱著你 就算不改變一切 數百個夜晚 I wish
如果想你伴我 就要將這種愛留在你的和弦
La la la la la~good-bye days~Hey...
I put this up for a couple of reasons...for one it is a love song and everyone enjoys a good love song right? (It is actually a rewrite of the Japanese song "Goodbye days" by YUI.) A happy love song? A sad love song? Depends on how you see it. I was going to write something but its like 4 in the morning I'll blog later.
Here is the video if you want to hear it. ENJOY!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Pw14yDRpfM
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