wowowowowowo...... in this world.. there are too many things going on...i feel like we are living in a cycle that someone controls.

i am trying be happy these days... no..i should be really happy. enjoying myself.. becuase there's nothing i can do to help him out. i learned, i realized when ppl say, "it's in your mind. just hold inside"   yes.. i am keeping inside.. hoping he ll be fine. he should be, =)  

anyway, i have kondo's test on wed. hahahahhahahahahahhahaah baste**. we dont' even have a class on wed. giant bear. he ll be probably tired of thinking better ways to bother and annoy us.. giant bear. i ll be ready to kick your ass buddy hahahahahahaha

went to a party last night. didnt' even know the hosts... i was sleeping and didnt' even wanted to go... gosh... woke up this morning for running.. went to east river park.. hahahahhaahahaha feel soOOOO great!