deepest apologies for neglecting my xanga. well, not completely. i just haven't made my private entries public, so you guys have been missing out on my inmost thoughts. xanga, these days, seems more like a forum for idle chit chats and pictorial viewings, and seeing as how i haven't been quite in the mood for either, the page has remained blank. much thanks for those that commented on caltv. even for those one liner "uhhh, what jeanine said"...haha.

so for the blah blah blah. these days what's been tickling me: let's start off with project runway.  chloe won. FAH-BU-LOUS. she's amazing, a true vera wang meets narcisco rodriguez. love her, tho i thought that santino's final show was fantastic. just stunning. and daniel has such classy tastes. nevertheless, chloe makes beautiful clothing, she knows how to outfit a woman. next: Flavor of love. ohhhh man, i wish i had Tivo just so that i could rewind, slow-motion, and replay again and again that titillating scene at the end when new york busts a cap in pumpkin's ass! the spit wad was digitally enhanced, i think. as much as new york didn't have to get all hyphy on white girl's ass, no one gets away spittin u in the face. feel me tho?

ps. don't take my non-sensical chatter for dim-wittedness (nor my love of reality tv and its many serendipitous moments for vulgar, 'low brow' tastes)..i choose not to display my inmost thoughts, but yes, life is still good, the cranial wheels are still in motion, and im optimistic, always reflective, and deeply grateful.

this entry wouldn't be complete without some pix. some of these have made the rounds on facebook and such, but yeah, if these are new to you, enjoy. ;)

myself and the always lovely melissa. she is, by the way, one of my many 'husbands'. yes, i am taken. i will be sure to fax/mail/return all other applications/resumes.

2 girls who have become part of my crew- the one of a kind philly and jessi rich..

keeeeeboder and myself...

pre-partyin before hittin up 'joe's'...god am i red!

the amazingly talented, always clairvoyant milene (and her counterpart, the notorious, big dawg DEVIOUS) made a pit-stop in berkeley in her accapella 4-city tour (i have actually no idea how many cities they hit up)...how good does she look?! i did her makeup, in case you were wondering...

i don't know if this is xanga suitable, but i just had to show off my hott pink shoes. oh, and the display of buns might be eye-worthy as well...

me and kibos' third leg. the splendid, sexy, sassy ms. shannnnnon.

shouts to my baby brah. justin. he's so cute...

who are these pretty ladies? ms. kibos, berry-delish yeondo, and jojo on the stereo comin right atcha...

scanddddallllouuuusss...sorry, had to spice up the xanga, like we've never seen boobs..;P!

another pic of me and the hubby...i got mad luv for my chica...err i mean chic-O

and noooow for some old skools, just had to throw em in there for good times...

me and stephie pooo...i know we haven't talked in forever sweetie, but i got mad luv for ya too...

i jacked this one from lil sis, but she is sooo lovely, and her twin kimera needed to make a debut as well, so check it

for comedy's sake. enough said.