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| Havnt updated in forever. Man, life is something. Lots of changes, dissapointments, hurts, joy, but it roks too. Im kinda sad cause 2 of my good friends are moving to texas. man that was hard to hear. but ill get over it, thats life, you know. went to california had a great time but glad to be back. on the plane home i watched "epic movie" and it was awesome. funny but it made me think that it would be so cool if we could edit a video in the narnia play we did years ago where mark, lyndin(i think thats her name lol) me and elizabeth could do the final scene where we're all adults as we are now, you know 7 years older at the end of the play. now dont think im a loser homeschooler whos been thinking about this for 7 years it just came to me. that would be cool, lol. wow hard to believe iv had my job for almost 8 months! crazy, but i enjoy it. i did get to go to the fellowship church for my b day a month and a half and had a great time i miss everyone ther. summer is comin to a close but i had a good one so im not complainin. lol. goin to trail tree in a few min, not hungry just wanna hang out with friends. well gtg ttyl guys | | |
| school is almost over, yessss. work has been goin pretty good i get to see aimee and rein alot more so thats always good! spiderman 3 is almost here, its gonna totally rok my soks. not actually really lookin forward to p.o.t.c. 3 i mean the 2nd one wasnt that impressive. i guess we'll c wat happens. gonna see disturbia and vacancy this weekend with some friends thatll be cool. life has been goin ok, been better, been worse. itll be nice when i can go to church again some up coming sunday i really do miss church. geetin my licence very very soon, it took me for frikin ever lol. umm, not gonna be able to swim this year on the swim team but i guess life goes on. lol. thinkin bout goin topublic school next year but dont no for sure yet, just a though. anyways ill ttyl guys | | |
| where would we be without music. really somtimes its the only thing that keeps us sane. i like evrythin cept country and its just so great whatever mood ur in, play the song. yep. i saw tenacious d it was an awesome movie!!! jack black is seriously my favorite actor! my favorite quote he says is in school of rock, "they worship me! cause im sexy and chubby!" lol best line ever. k im gonna go just randomly blogged this lol. ttyl guys | | |
| listenin to creed right now, i guess im in that mood, kinda rock kinda mellow, lol. lifes goin pretty good so far, i feel like i basically live at arbys now but that paycheck, oh boy,.....so addicting. lol. anyways iv bbeen looking at how much my family has changed over the past two years. its really incredible, actually. ok jesse hasnt and josh i guess. porb mostly me and mom. i admit i do kinda feel bad for mom cause of the position she is in. the other day a guy asked me if i still believed in god. man i got mad, lol im not gonna lie. i mean we're as much of a christian family as we were then, just a lot of changes hav happened. mom will prob kill me if she knows i told anyone but mom has a boyfriend right now and quite honestly im very very happy for her. she went 10 years without a guy. 10 years. and just to let u guys no im not pointing any fingers, lol, i dont wanna offend anybody. but think. there are some women who would judge mom for getting a boyfriend. i hav news for u ladies it takes a very strong will to go without a guy for 10 years. just think how long that is. i hav alot of respect for mom. she is much happier then she was two years ago, and im not lying about that. she waited for the right guy and i think he came, but not everyone thinks thats how it should be done. god has to bring them together and they have to pray about it and stuff, i personally think relationships are alot of just the people, Gods involved sure but u no alot of christian methods dont work for everyone thats definatley including me. lol, really. i remember i was 13 and had no desire to get a girlfriend until i was ready to get married and we would have to take it over like 2 years, pray about it and basically both be 30 and perfect. man my views changed. i go to church every week but im not ashamed to admit, more than 2 times a week i am sick of church. im not ashamed to say that. to me church isnt gonna be my life. i beliieve i can giv 10 dollars to a youth group every week and that be the tithe, it doesnt matter who it goes to, the ultimate goal is giving it to someone in need i guess. if i worked 6 whole days and wanna freakin' sleep on a sunday mrnin i think ill sleep on a freakin' sunday mornin. i dont think im a perfect christian i admit, i never usually get to reading my bible, but hey this is me you know. i dont think harry potter is evil i dont think, dating is evil i dont think secular music is evil. one of the biggest helps iv ever had is mel because she was always able to see what i was going through and would talk to me for hours about life, girls, and basically being good to women. lol. i still really do miss alot of people from my old church but u no i feel kinda different when im there now. i guess its cause i moved on, some people do others dont. i also came to realize that i COULD make mistakes and it wouldnt be engraved in my perfect christian homeschool life and make me look like a hethian or somthin. i made a big decisioon recently to ask a girl out on valentines day, that was about 6 hours altogether of phone conversatinos with mel about u no, wardrobrobe, what i think is right and all that other stuff. lol. anwyays she said yes and its been going really well. one thing ill never do is COURT which may work for some people im not tryin to offend anybody, but i will never never COURT. its not really real to me i guess. but anyways i was thinkin the other day, i jamey shelley, homeschooler, who has never had a girlfriend, drank, smoked, done drugs, lol, u no. has a girlfriend. wow. if i was another me i would be really surprised(by the way i never hav drank, smoked, etc.) those were just examples. lol. so anyways that my view on life, honest and true, i just kinda wanted u guys to no where i was at. im not at all depressed or nothin, this is just like kinda a major update on my life u no. anyways i hope if u guys read this all the through(it is kinda long i guess) that i love all u guys, and never want to hurt any of u. this is just my life i guess. fun funf ufn. lol. anyways i gtg to bed, work tomorrow, yay. and thank u caleb for everything u rok dude. see ya guys | | |
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