The End..... For Now.Hello all. This shall be my last post for a while. (My undivided attention goes to my family right now.) First of all I would like to leave a few messages for some people anonymously. Just read 'em... one might be JUST FOR YOU! (Don't complain about it or call it "cryptic". It's my effing site. The anonymity is not meant to be insulting, sneaky, or anything of that sort. I would just like to think it was more personal this way) 1. I'm no magician. You wouldn't know by my famous disappearing act, but I can't take it back. Sorry I left, it was something I had to do. One day you'll understand. 2. I miss our $.59 cent taco trips and 3 am smoke breaks outside of Lucy. You were always there to listen and ALWAYS sifted through the bullshit to be yourself at all times. Even though you were BRUTALLY honest sometimes, I could always count on you to be truthful, loyal, and a true diva. You don't know how much I want you to get everything you've always wanted. I wish you all of the happiness allowed one person in a lifetime. 3. You are so talented and a gentlemen among boys. You all always went out of your way to make me smile and you don't know how many times I needed that. Don't ever let anyone drag you down. Love others AND yourself. Something I think you forgot along the way. Peace and love, kid. 4. I'm still clueless as to what happened to our friendship - something I fear I will never receive closure on. No matter the talk, the gossip, and the drama we went through, I always trusted. I don't know what place you are at in your life, but I hope it is a happy one. All things happen for a reason, and I guess this was just one of those cases. I'm not bitter, a little confused, but not bitter. I have reached a place in my life to accept everything (be it good or bad) that has happened to me. No rumors. Just instinct. I hope you find what you were looking for... a friend, a life, and a love. God Bless and truth be found in all your endeavors. 5. I am so grateful for everything!! You taught me to see the humor and timing in everything. YOU CHANGED MY LIFE! I can CHILL because of you. I can sleep at night because I remember what you've told me.. You'll never know what a mess I was before you... No words. A few final pieces of advice I would like to bestow upon you all.............. \/
__________________________________ * People are in your life for a REASON, a SEASON, or FOREVER. Once you figure out which category they fall under, then you'll be happy. * Change is inevitable. The only thing you can personally control is how you react to it. * Don't believe the gossip. Seeing may be believing, and visa versa, but sometimes, you’ve got to go with your gut. * Find something you are passionate about, and make it happen. Take it to the highest level. * There is always room for forgiveness. * There is no room for regret. Whether we are on good terms or bad terms, the best of friends or the worst of enemies, I hope everyone finds the one thing that makes want to keep living. That's what it's about. Living for something, having a purpose. In other words. Ask yourself one question... "Can I be used?" I dare you to move...... | 
