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JarOfWastedPaint
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Name: Sydney Annie <3
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: New York City
Birthday: 8/7/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Snuggling & cuddling & booming* etc, My girls: you know who you are <3. Stuff: |Tattoos| |Eyeliner| |Nail Polish| |Body Image| |Rings| |Shoes| |Boba Tea| |Books| |*Jeega Jeega Boom Boom*| |Concerts| |Drinking| |Tripping| |Walking| |Exploring| |Love| |Movies| |Will & Grace| |The Simpsons| Music: [Incubus!!] [Green Day] [Death Cab for Cutie] [The Postal Service] [Le tigre] [The Killers] [Rooney] [Hot Hot Heat] [Jet] [Ramones] [Red Hot Chili Peppers] [Weezer] [The Vines] [Phantom Planet] [Good Grief] [Ten Pound Strike] [The Living End] [No Doubt] [OK Go] [KoRn] [Disturbed] etc.
Expertise: [Being dazed] [Booming*] [Snoozing] [Snuggling & cuddling] [Laughing] [Loving <3] [Wanting to be something else] [oh wait, i'm also good at computers stuff]
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  jarofwastedpaint
Member Since:
8/15/2004
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| I haven't been on this thing for so long that I don't even know to to function it anymore. I seriously wouldn't be on this thing if John didn't ask me to read one of his blog which requires me to log on into my account to be able to read his blog. Apparently, he's the only person I know of that still write occasionally on xanga. So... I'm looking back at all these posts I wrote over a year or two ago... It hurts me to read back how I felt over certain issues that I would definitely not be able to recall if someone askes me in person because I simply wouldn't recall back all those feelings... but reading it now.. made me realize there was a lot that I.. or my mind simply sweeped a lot of hurtful memories under the carpet.. reading just the first 10 posts made me realize.. I indeed did appericate a lot of things and time spent with some people. I guess it's the "bad" that makes the good times, hurt.? if that even make any sense at all. w/e. I'm just going to leave everything here... | | |
| I've fallen so deep in love that if he shoves me aside for a day or two to be with her, I won't be able to protect myself from the waves of pain. He has completely taken over my heart, my soul... I'm so fuckin' vulnerable to him.. whether his presence's there or not; I ache... I'm in so deep that I really don't know what to do if this ending gonna be a bad one [again].
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| let's make this a quickie.
~ I have a job now! @ A|X [Armani Exchange]
~ I'm in serious "like" with a certain someone.
~ My mom found out I drink and got in trouble for inviting people over at my place 2 nights ago and uncle walked in on me while I was making out and people smoking ciggerettes... but on the other hand.. she said, I shouldve used paper cups or buy some cheap wine glasses instead of using the house cups.
~ I'm changing my major again... to media production.
~ or I might open up my own lounge/bar.
~ I cant wait till Halloween
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| Wow... xanga really changed since the last time I was on this thing. Photo thingy... and Vids... nice..
anyhoo...
A feeling that I never thought I'll ever feel again has came back, full blast, hit me right in the chest and I'm yearning, wanting, needing... my mind's constantly going on it... The last person that I never thought I'll ever need to think about... is now on my mind literally, 24/7. 
I'm also yearning for winter break to come. | | |
| i'm moving again! Back to where I grew up.. Kensington!! Dahill rd and Church ave. Yep. Gonna be moving in with my sis and mom.. mom's gonna be occasionally there but yea.. I'm moving there to look after my sister. =] It'll be a bit more restricted but it'll be okay. Gonna move out by next week ebfore schoole ends.
see ya. | | |
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