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read my profile sign my guestbook  Name: Jessica Country: United States State: Michigan Birthday: 9/5/1986 Gender: Female Interests: I absolutely love dancing, it is an amazing way to let loose and be crazy. I also love playing volleyball, going to the beach, being around people(that's a big one for me), listening to megh sing..LOL, watching good movies, learning how to play the guitar, oh...and eating. Message: message meEmail: email me AIM:  JayRay9586
Member Since: 3/2/2005 |
I haven't posted an entry in a very long time. Spring break was awesome and I wish I could go back...It was really nice being able to hang out with some of the people I haven't hung out with in a while. School is almost done and it is so hard to stay focused. I am so excited to see what the future will bring for me and for everyone else. Life is a little crazy right now...It is very hard for me to deal with it sometimes but I think that in the long run it will really help me grow as a person...Trish all I have to say is....."We'll get through this hehehe"..... it may take many crazy nights (during the summer) almost like a therapy ya know what I mean!! Another thing that has been on my mind and it truly pisses me off is the fact that when anything new happens in my life(whether good or bad) it seems to be the talk of everyone...I know that this happens to a lot more people than just me..but it drives me crazy because it is like people are just waiting for me to slip up just to have something to talk about.. I think if everyone would just stop talking about everyone else's problems or mistakes or actions then this world would be a much better place...if you hear something bad about another person don't pass it on, end it!!!! (Myself included) and it is so rediculous and immature, it's just a waste of breath that could be used to say something positive...sorry if this sounds rediculous but for some reason this happens to me a lot and it makes me feel horrible and I am sure that it makes everyone else that gets talked about feel horrible too. It is like people talk about me like they know my whole life story and they pick apart all the bad stuff and spread it to everyone..(Even though they don't even know if it is true or not). If you have a question ask, don't asssume!!!! That way you can really find out what that person is really all about, and maybe you will even build a great new friendship  I know that it is almost impossible to stop all the gossiping but you yourself can do something about it. Everyone just except everyone for who they are and I promise everyone will feel a lot happier. Wow, sorry that is all kind of depressing but I had to say it. I hope everyone had amazing vacations, and have a good rest of the week...if anyone wants to hang out give me a call 366-3536....I luv you all!! jess EVERYONE LOVE EACHOTHER | |
Today was an amazing day!!!!!!! Did anyone feel the same???? Did anyone have a bad day????Well if anyone did i'm always here to helpAnd for you that I know had a bad day(you know who you are)just remember everything happens for a reason and just give it time things will figure them selves out....I promise....LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!! | |
Hey everyone....Yeah I haven't updated in awhile b/c I had no idea how to do it.......spring break- two weeks, CRAZY!!! Today has been a pretty rough day.... I have no idea what to do....Do you ever think something is going absolutely perfect and then one day you find out it isn't that way at all? Or you want something so much but you know you can't have it? Well that is how I feel right now....I don't know whether just to let go or to keep trying....it almost seems like a huge part of me is missing and I don't have any idea how to get it back....I also understand that people go there seperate ways but it is just hard for me to handle...sorry this entry is a little depressing | |
Hey! Today has been a pretty good day so far. I'm kinda in a depressed mood though because of a couple different things: it is really hitting me that volleyball is actually over. It's crazy because I don't really know what I am going to do now. I am going to miss all of you girls so much. And for any secrets that were told among us, are expected to stay secrets LOL All of you girls are great. Also, it is really hitting me that I only have a couple months left of my senior year. I know this is what we have all been waiting for, but now that it has come it is scary to think we can never go back. My goal is to make up for lost time and really try to get to know people better(people that I usually don't talk to.) I don't want to leave high school with any regrets of what could have been. I hope you all have an amazing day! | |
Well this is my first entry so we'll see how it goes. I 'm pretty sure im the only person on this earth that doesn't have a xanga so I guess we'll give 'er a try. I 'll update somewhat soon! Thanks I hope everyone has an amazing night. Jess | |
