| Today. Today is the only thing I have right now. Today is the only time I have right now. I don't have tomorow yet and I can't have yesterday back. I realize that. I don't like that sometimes I can't control everything. I like having control, I like having good things happen from that control factor. When things happen that do not go accordingly, I should jsut get over it and change things that are needing change. I have made decisions about life and as much as I want to say that I am okay with those decisions but I'm not. I'm not okay with the fact that something I want so much I can't have right now because of where I am at in life. Me me me...it is alla bout me....what? I realized due to the greatness of honesty in someone around me I realized that that is my thought way to much...I want to be done with this phase or chapter or whatever you want to call it. Where is my next chapter going to be? Who will be in my next chapter? I don't know! |
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| Today I realized that I was a bad friend to a friend of mine and it made me feel like shiz and I did not even mean to be mean spirited or rude to her. I jsut simply forgot to call her back after i think three missed calls total. I get annoyed when that hapens to me the other way around so I felt badly that i did not even text her or email her or facebook her or xanga her or myspace her or w/e...hopefully today i will hear from her b/c i sent her a mypsace message finally! oooo good song jsut came on...she is running duh duh duh...*singing outloud*...I am in moutain frost cremery on campus right now contemplating ice cream or not...i want it, it looks tasty, but it is pricey so i think not. Okay well i have math homework to do right now and i need to do even though i do not have math class next until tuesday but i will forget how to do all the stuff before then so i need to do it asap! Good luck to me with that b/c I never really get it all done b/c i always seeme to run into problems with formulas and stuff... ooo i liked that line in the song cant see past her scarlet letter.....aint evne met her...dang such a good song...okay so how bout that math homework biz! i am finishingup some art pieces for two shows right now i am excited...two for art expo at north...and two i think for studnet juried art show...i will keep you posted on the happenings on that...
peace n love. |
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| i got a myspace now yall. i forgot i had this since i an addicted to myspace now. my name is jbosculptslife check it out...don't fret if you dont have one i am keepin this. |
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