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| mood. ..grrrrrrrrrrr
song. . ."and you dont want to be here in the future so you say the presents just a pleasent interruption to the past and you dont want to look much closer cause your afraid to find all the hope that you had sent into the sky has long since crashed. . .and it did. . .because of me. . " ohh the orgasmiclyy amazing konstantine
quote. . ."so let the casket black night sing as it fades with us. . .as all comes to nothing." oohhh mannn sachins amazinggg novel. . .that quote is. . .woahhh
and alright im in a ranting mood. . .yeahh soo just bear with me im angry wiht the world. . .and what the world is comming to. . .see i was reading rolling stones top 500 songs of all time and i was utterly apalled. ..lose yourself and fuck the po-lice was higher up in the list than wish you were here, paint it black, penny lane, and another brick in the wall. . .and piano man. .. how. . just how does that justify itself. . .and its not because i dont like rap and hiphop becuase i love eminem its just that hes not better than pink floyd, the rolling stones, the beatles, and deffinetly not billy joel. . .grrrr this gets me sooo angryy. . .and then yesterday i was reading sachins novel and its just woahhh its beautiful. . .its just soo deep and meaningfula nd spiritual and i love it with all my heart and its a shame that those types of storys come around less and less. . .and its even more of a shame that while the literature, movies and music goes downhill the quality of people do as well. . .i mean earlier in life it was that men worked along side eachother caring for eachother and helping eachother, all were working for the good of man. . .it was safe to let your children out in your nieghborhood alone. . now its everyone for themselvs. .and its all about money and fame and your children can never be out because of the sick perverts that are out there and its just sad. . .its really really upsetting to think that i cant do a thing about it. . .kids used to be so carefree and now its like every thing is a struggle. . .the world is so sex crazed and drug happy and no one stops to run around or do something productive. . .and grrrrrrrr i jsut get sooo upset. . .and i ust thank god for those few people that are left in the world cause i can listen to konstantine and acoustic#3 and any billy joel song and i can read sachins story and dan brown novels and i can get myself thinking again because in this society everything is handed to people. . .there are machines for the simplist things. . .you dont have to think or work things over because there are robots to do that for you. . .this is why we have such people running the country. . .because the citizens of the world are getting ignorent and i just think everyone needs to wake up. ..stimulate their mind, excersize and really think over their lives because. . .things need to change. . .or the world is doomed. . .
. . .the only creatures that are evolved enough to convey pure love are dogs and infants. . . |
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| new icon and backround. .i simply love them hehe then again i simmply love everything about him |
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worddd yo im maddd gangstaaa =) hahahahah |
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| mood. . .lets not get into that
song. . ."and u know i see right through you, when the world gets in your way, whats the point in all the screaming, your not listening anyway."
quote. . ."i want you to feel me want you to feel like i do. . .a thousand words were spoken guess thers nothing left to say."
wellllll. . you go through life with your guard up. . .never letting anyone in. . .never getting to close to anyone for the fear of getting hurt. .and then. . .someone comes into your life and you open up. . .you give them a piece of your heart and begin to trust them. ..and then. . .just when you think something wonderful is about to happen. . .well thats when theyll go and hookup with your friend. . not tell you. . .ignore and avoid you. . .and hope you dont find out. . .yeahh thats life. . .it sucks. . .trust sucks. . .love sucks. . .guys suck. . .girls suck. . .feelings and compasion suck. . .but ya wanna know what hurts the most?. . .the fact that you knew it was gonna happen. . .and you trusted him anyway. . .and even after he did it. . .you still love him. . .and it just hurts...it hurts so much and i just. . .i just. . .i dont know anymore. . .i guess that im just that much wiser now. . .even if it did hurt this much to get this smart. . .
. . .i shed a single tear today, for love and all mankind, for days gone by and feelings past, for the friends ive left behind. . . |
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