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Wow! I hadn't even realized that its been this long since i wrote. So, I'm kinda upset. I STILL don't have a date for homecoming!! How gay! But I would really really LOVE to go with Nick. But I would never in a million years think of asking him to go with me. I really like him ALOT!!

Well, I don't like being lied to! That's all there is to it. It's not that hard. Just tell the truth. dfgghbadfjgba I'm so frustrated. It really is frustrating when u like someone but you have NO idea what to say to them, or how to let them know. or not knowing how they would react if u did let them know! -sigh-

I think I'm gonna try 2 quit smoking. It's kinda nasty.

Yeh, so pretty sure that sara is STILL trying to start shit. I'm really fucking sick of it!! She needs to grow up real bad!

BOOM HEADSHOT! Hahahahahahaha. I love my lil sister, and beka tooOooooOo!

i went to a party on sat. night and the ppl that I was with were extremely TRASHED lmao..it was real funny!

I'm out..I got nuthin..

Peace UP..a~town DOWN

~BeAnNnN

yeh..Gavin didnt call me..

he's dicked me over..not once..but twice now..and it really hurts..i liked that kid a lot..but i guess its time to move on..AGAIN..

Hrm..

Losing a best friend is probably the best feeling in the whole world..dontcha just LOVE it..cuz i know i really really do!!!

everything just fucking hurts right now

dobney brought up a REALLY really sore subject at racheal P.'s house today..i started crying and felt like the biggest effing REEEEee ever!

I wish I had some alcohol right now..i would drink by myself till i got alcohol poisoning! it would b awesome..

pretty sure i have nothing..the two things that meant the most to me..

so i shall leave u now with nothing..what i have nothing...

~RAE~

..edit..

So pretty sure that im tired as FAWK!! i didnt get much sleep last night..Gavin came over...

He was pretty much DRuNk..and he got here at like 12:30ish and didnt leave till about 3 er 3:15..i was kinda freakin out cuz my dad wakes up to get ready 4 work at like 4 I think..that would have been a bad baddd thing..but then once he left i couldnt really sleep. But I'm gonna go ahead n hafta tell ya that I like that kid a lot.. but im kinda unsure about a few things..he said a lot of really cute sweet things to me last night..but Im not sure if I want to believe them er not cuz he was pretty much TrAShed. And uhm..I'm not really sure that he feels the same as i feel about him. Half of the time it doesnt seem to me that he likes me like he says that he does..and we dont really hang out that much..HrMM..I dunno..yeah..so I really wanted to eff that kid last night.. but I decided against that..and with good reason!! Hmm..he said he would call me tonight after he got done going to the haunted houses w/Jen n Amanda..hopefully he really will..cuz I HATEEEEEEE it when he tells me he will..but then he doesnt..it upsets me..

..dfskfkhasklfjk... 

So I'm getting ready to go over to Rachel P.'s house for this bangin BBQ yo..LOL then we R all going to the FB game..we're  playing the weenatonka WEEEENAZ!!! I'm excited!!! I wanted to go get drunk after the game..but I'm not so sure that's gonna happen..

..I saw this commercial..it was an axe commercial..this guy was like taking a shower and the pipe that drained his shower er w/e  went down through other girls apts that were below his.. and like as they went up like thru 3 apts they showed the girl that lived there like grindin and pussy poppin on the pole or w/e..it was fucking retardeddddd!

I WISH I WAS FUCKING DRUNK RIGHT NOW..I WOULD FEEL A LOT BETTER!!!!!

MiMi's mom smells like a big fat sweaty PENISSSSSSSSS

Love you MimiiiiiiIiIiiiIIIiiii

Peace Up A~town DOWN!!!

I guess me and Gavin are talking again..I'm happy..

I like him a lot!!

I hope he doesnt dick me over like he did last time..that really hurt..but I forgave him.. and hopefully things will go a lot differently this time!!

I love MiMi like stinky loves popcorn w/choc. syrup..

actually..YEAH!!!!

Your MoMmMmMm

Peace out girl scout

Oh yeah...

and I'm a senior this year...

woopidy FUCKING doo!!!!!!