i havent written in forever, so ill have to make this extra long.  just kidding - i dont hate you that much to put you thru that much despair...

its 11:30 on a friday nite and i am sitting here writing to you and talking to brian on aim.  this is what i have become! its digusting, really.

only 17 more days of school for seniors! im excited but sad all at once. i want to laugh and i want to cry.

i want a myspace so badly it hurts.  i dont have time to update - im sorry.

here's my retarded quiz of the month/last 4 months:

mark [x] for the question if it's true

Have you ever...
[x] been kissed
[x] lied to your best friend
[x] dyed your hair
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] kissed a girl
[x] saw someone naked
[x] had your period
[  ] sucked on your toes
[x] danced in the rain
[x] lied to your parents
[x] cried in front of lots of people
[ ] went bare foot in the snow
[ ] played hockey
[  ] made your own clothes
[ ] forgot to wear a bra
[x] peed you pants

In the last 24 hours you...
[ ] got in a fight
[x] took a shower
[ ] gave a dirty look to someone
[ ] cried
[  ] did a cartwheel
[x] went to school
[ ] shopped
[x] danced
[  ] got sick
[  ] did something you regret
[  ] ate something gross
[ ] discovered something new

At school you...
[  ] run to class because your always late
[  ] hide in the bathroom
[  ] act perfect
[ ] are hyper
[  ] are a nerd
[  ] are in band
[  ] are very popular

You consider yourself...
[  ] hot
[  ] ugly
[  ] mean
[  ] popular
[  ] geeky
[x] normal
[  ] a trend setter
[  ] gothic
[  ] a wannabe

Right now you are...
[ ] in your pjs
[x] drinking
[ ] listening to music
[  ] watching a movie
[x] iming someone
[  ] talking on the phone
[x] eating

honestly, dont know what to say.  everything is just to personal for my xanga.

i can't get over the fact that we are seniors.  and the year is almost over.  we are seniors in the 4th marking period (as of wednesday, of course)

and my ashlee is going away.... like far, far away...

and next year ill be a red raider at SHIP... with kayla, ashley, brittany, sarah, danielle, dillon, and everyone else who feels the need to never leave this horrible state.

yeah... thats about it

my big d is very very sick.... yucky... but i still need to go see him..

I LOVE YOU BIG D!

wow - its been awhile.

i really have nothing to say.  im just so thankful that i have friends that really love me and that i know are always going to be there for me.  im tired of senior year and all the senior drama.  its worse than kindergarden. 

life is still good because i have you

haha...you've just been replaced by a hot alto

life doesnt get much better than this

What if....

What if His people prayed?

and those who bare His name

would humbly seek His face

and turn from their own way

He said that they would hear

His promise has been made

He'll answer loud and clear

If only we would pray

What if His people prayed?

...imagine what it would be like if we all prayed?

Amen