Okay so I feel like a complete boob.  I still can't figure out this crazy thing!  How do you post to someone's note?  Ken, where are you?  Help!  

I'm sitting here with Bella and her cold, me with a sore throat and Barbie with purple tattoos on her forehead!  I've got about 25 irons in the fire and I'm considering more.  Think I've lost my mind?  It's okay, nobody's sure if I ever really had one to begin with!! 

Becky, girl, share that beautiful heart of yours!!!!  For Pete's sake, we want some of it.  Your kindness and friendship has been key in getting me where I am today.  I'm glad God made you the way you are.  Sorry if this is going out to all, but I'm technically challenged.  If I misspell it's because I can't figure out spell check on this either!  Anyway, you are worth getting prayer for.  Yes you are.  You are not too busy and others are not too busy for you.  We want to minister to you just as you do for us.  Let the Lord wrap His arms around you through others.  The pain in your heart is not overlooked by God and it is not brushed off by Him either.  Neither are you overlooked by Him.  Your life has great significance and purpose.  As for the pull of your heart to help those who cannot help themselves, God is not wasting that.  I have to believe that He's using our hearts and our prayers.  God knows those people, those children and He knows us.  Whatever He's doing, we just say yes.  That's enough. 

Everyone else, life is good but challenging all the same.  Stephen is in Trinidad this week and of course we got sick.  It always happens.  I think we need prayer!  Sometimes I wonder if things are going to change and then I am reminded that God does all things in the right time, in the right season.  I'm not in control and that's okay.  It's not my way that things must go, but His.  As much as I want to fight and scream and rant and rave, I just have to surrender.  I have to surrender to God and let Him have it all.  At least then I can say I've died Lord so I can live.