| | everything is going by so slow. but last night i had fun with leah we hung out and played video games with her brother and then we got donuts, fun stuff. i like hanging out with different people. today is the fourth and leah and allie are coming over. we'll just hang out i guess...nothing really special just do our thing. we're fun people so its all good haha. drama is still going on, whats new huh? i wish sometimes i could be like those people who just let other people do shit and not care becuase it doesn't involve them..but i can't sit back and watch my friends hurt themselves....
they're selling a house a few houses down from mine, and i have decided who the perfect guy is and he's moving in there lmao. it wont happen but whatever. he would be confident, not cocky though. its like he doesn't need to talk about himeself cuz he's so secure with who he is. and he doesn't always need to be talking about other people. and of course the pulp fiction factor of comfortable silences. ("why do feel its necessary to yack about bull shit to feel comfortable..thats when you know you've found someone special when you can just shut the fuck up for a minute" - mia, pulp fiction)
lately i've found myself with friends and thinking "i just wish i was alone" then when i'm alone i'm not happy with that. and i realize i don't want to be alone i just want to be comfortable enough with someone to where we can be quiet and hang out and if we have nothing to say its ok we can just shut up and be comfortable and if we have something important to say then we'll talk..either way we're completely comfortable and it doesn't matter...i haven't found that yet..in any sort of relationship |
| | Posted 7/4/2004 4:34 PM - 0 comments
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