分手後一分鐘　便有後悔聲音
能傷我最深的人　偏得我心

分手後天天都是最重要犧牲
皮膚有你的指紋　刻得太深

應該漠不關心　然而還著緊
想起跟你熱吻

　愛過太深　原來身體會疑問
　再沒法可適應別人
　願醉掉了　能容許你憐憫

　心 未放開　便節哀
　有情人　日日夜夜同分開感慨
　避開　願你改　一個　小小意外
　未悔恨我未會知　不散不愛

　心　話放開　未放開　雨驟來
　才能提示真愛是確實存在
　愛滿分　竟是換來　痛亦滿分
　可否錯一次以後　一直愛

I'm in Vancouver now...I'm very happy for the a very obvious reason...but I'm also facing emotional problems at the same time...first of all...i'm worried about my grades...though I know can't do anything about it now...I still cannot help worrying...second reason..which is causing some sadness...is that I'm actually getting irritated by something...I don't want to but I cannot help it...I really don't like this feeling..it's like something invading my territory...something that I highly treasure above others...i just can't help how I feel...><...being constantly reminded everyday, I should tell myself that I have no right to feel that way anymore...><...I should just treasure the time I have...that day in the restaurant...i just can't help it...i've been holding it in for so long...i tried not to show it...but apparantly i failed..but it's gd that no one notice what happened in the car...I really don't want that to happen...but i know i cannot stop it><....letting go of something very significant and that I highly treasure and put so much emotions into isn't easy at all..it's in fact very tough...><

Lost my voice completely...being sick is not the worst part, being sick with tons of work is..don't even know if it's possible to finish all the papers on time and have enough time to prepare for the finalsssS...OMG><....

missing monkey~