Hey all long time no talk been really busy doin nothin like usual.... HA HA well hows life been mines been boring not the usual for me but you know shit happens.... ne who i live for south carolina in september on the 2 yeah so much fun i get to visit some friends that live there... ne who well im about to bounce out..... Im just checkin my email and thought id drop a line......

Love always
Jenny Marie

WOw life is great when you date someones a dick head and then find someone that wants to be with you for the rest of your life then its time to move on. I get married on May 20, 2006 im so excited his name is DAVID GIBBS.. I work at star tek... He leaves in June for basic Training which sucks the most. well im plannin my wedding so i gotta bounce.

Love always

Jenny Marie

Wow this is my new favorite song...  Cause one day i want to be a rock star..LOL my brother sings it for me all the time....

I'm through with standing in line
to clubs we'll never get in
It's like the bottom of the ninth
and I'm never gonna win
This life hasn't turned out
quite the way I want it to be

I want a brand new house
on an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
for ten plus me

I'll need a credit card that's got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet

I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me

I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name

[CHORUS]
'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair

Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free

I think I'm gonna dress my ass
with the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
blow my money for me

I'm gonna trade this life
For fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair
And change my name

'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair
And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and
today's who's who
They'll get you anything
with that evil smile
Everybody's got a
drug dealer on speed dial
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

I'm gonna sing those songs
that offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills
from a pez dispenser
When they ask why I drink all day
I'll say because I can

I'll get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip sync em every night so I don't get 'em wrong
Then listen to the fans tell me how damn good I am

I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name


[CHORUS]

"It's not missing you that kills me ... It's knowing i once had you in my life that does. "

Thats how i feel today thats it its me all in one but imma go lay down.....

LOVE ALWAYS

Jenny Marie

Wow today sucked....Umm.....Like I had a big ass fight with my boyfriend and he tried to kill himself....I wanted to forget it all... but i cant. I love him but sometimes he just pisses me off somethin worrible....I really want to cry its raining outside.and i just want to go and lay down i really need to talk to someone about my relationship i wish heather was here so that i could cry on her shoulder and that she would tell me that everything is okay....Ashley, you need to stay outta my relationship...Its not really ne of your business... he might say it is but its not...I think im gonna go i really just want to lay down..and think about all thats happened and wants to come...Lots of love

Love always
Jenny Marie