| Just so yall know I'm quitting xanga. My site will still be here but my personality is saying this is getting no where. If you want to know what's going on in my life ask. I don't really feel like being superficial in real life then typing my whole life out on here. I love you all. Farewell. |
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| First of all I would like to say thanx to all the staff and P.A.L.S. who made my experience at the club rush more pleasant than if you weren't there. Apparently it's attack Jerod day. People think poking makes people feel go keep doing it and you'll see what happens. To the person who kept saying "I love you" you know who you are let's just say that was by far the rudest thing you could have done. Don't get me wrong I love it when people say that to me but when people say it in a bitter tone and repeat it even after I ask you to stop then I get a little angry. That was suppose to be fun but yall made it possibly the worst experience ever. Don't expect to be able to just come up to me and say hi. No no no no no. I'm beyond pissed and it's gonna take a little more than "I'm sorry" to heal these wounds. Since my plans for prom are not really scheduled since we humans love to procrastinate my plans on going or not have become somewhat more "iffy" now. Tonight definitely enforced the iffyness. |
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| Okay I haven't updated in a while but I feel I have to despite the events that have just happened tonight. First of all I would like to state this I didn't dance because as much as other people I know I don't enjoy dancing until my feet hurt. Second of all when people are having internal conflicts you should respect that and let them be at peace. If you only knew the half of it. I wasn't down for any reason but I can't help it. It's not like I can control Bi-polar dissorder. I have no idea when it's going to hit. And lastly I would like to point out that the music we listened to was not entirely dance music. Yes it was fun to hop around and jump around to but you need something that makes ur toes tap and is catchy. I enjoyed the party but it progressively went down hill and it took me with it. |
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| I LOVe AMY Lee
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| Okay if you want to cry for a bagillion hours I suggest you go see "Passion". OMG I cried the entire movie. There were two really disturbing parts and I suggest you ask me about them before you go see it because on the first really scary part I almost cried. Maybe that's because I have a heart condition and sudden stress causes my tear duds to act up. But seriously it just made me think about a lot of things and I really don't know if I'll ever be the same again. So if you notice me acting different don't be alarmed just kinda go with it. I'm sorry to all the people at Chris's party on Friday I just got back from the movie and I was in a bit of a downer mood. After ethe party I went home and cried some more. Yay. Look how much of a sissy I am. I don't care. There are so many things that are on my mind I don't even know if my journals and notebooks could store it all. Well I guess I should go to bed. Farewell for now...... |
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