| the month of may has brought more than new beauty in my backyard. jefferey and cara have become more beautiful than i ever knew a non-sibling child could be. i love them so much.
i'm still in my forever journey of saying goodbye and living with the ache of past goodbyes. i'm rejoicing tho in the soon reunion with my african family. thanks for red peppers from texas! keeps the hope of seeing you again alive! |
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| i guess i'm making this a once a month thing. i'm really too excited about xanga and posting my thoughts to the world. maybe i should be. but thanks to those that still evidently check it every once in a while. i miss you all so much in different way. my focus of thoughts lately has been on finishing up my last 3 weeks of school and looking forward to my brothers being in the same country as me for a month this summer! i ache for them. i think more of my time and energy should be put into the here and now of where i am and what i'm living for today. it's a challenge for me. |
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Handel's Messiah
By George Frideric Handel, Andrew Lane, Will Adams, Heidi Holcombe, Marguerite Krull, Justin White
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it's amazing how a day that is looked forwarded to for so long can slip away so easily. and lonliness- sometimes not current but the anticipation of it. |
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