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Name: Jess
Birthday: 8/8/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: playing guitar, writing songs, singing, softball, sleeping, driving, drinkin tea, takin pictures, coloring, watching it snow, making wishes, hangin out with my dad, havin wing night, adam sandler, Red Robin, tuna salad, my dog, hating school....
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AIM:  Jessabub7759
Member Since:
7/28/2004
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| Holy crap I haven't written in like forever haha....I haven't been on the computer for like 10 years because I moved to my dads and hes computerless....hes cool. But hey christmas is in like 20 days and once theres a computer at my dads I'll be stayin foreva. So yea I haven't really been up to much since my last entry. I'm finally a senior this year and its been goin pretty good I guess. Its kinda sweet bossing almost everyone around and never getting in trouble for it. I guess I've made a name for myself since everyone voted me class clown...wow...I'm a funny gal I guess . I finally made the honor roll this year..surprising eh? I have no idea what I wanna do after school and everyone is bugging me about it. Maybe i'll just move to Florida after school and be Cinderella at Disneyland...that would be the shit. Damn I would be perfect for that. So I'm sitting here at my dad's girlfriends house, Daisy, (oh yea, he has a girlfriend), and we're making homemade ice cream..yum. Daisy is the sweetest woman you could ever meet. Shes incredibly shy and quiet but once you get to know her shes quite the pistol...I love her. and dang did I mention I need to change that picture...whooooo. so I guess I kinda miss my mom but she constantly needs money from me for my insurance and my cell phone and its just a 'coincidence' that every damn month it gets to be more and more. I know shes just trying to get me to move back but thats not happening. I'm extremely happy with my dad and I think that its better for me mentally to live with him because my mom and, believe it or not, my sister have tons of issues and I think I'm a totally different person for moving in with my dad. not to mention better person. I dont know..I just miss the old momma. ...the one who never bitched at me for my whole paycheck when I got it and actually cared about ME and not how much money she needs. Dont get my wrong I still love her dearly but things just aren't the same anymore......
Dang I miss my puppies...wow I never told you about that! my Jordan had pups...8. Four yellow, 3 black, and 1 chocolate. They're all gone now except one. I kept a yellow one which is a boy. hes so laid back and absolutely HUGE. His name is Moses . Hes my best friend and I wouldn't give him away for NOTHING. well holy shit I wrote alot. I guess a lot has gone on since I last wrote. My fingers are f*ckin tired so I'm peace outin....
**...*Baby all I want for Christmas is you.........whoever you are *...**
>>>>>>>>>Jessabub* | | |
| I woke up it was 7
I waited til 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me
And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go & they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me
What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
go to the play....Switching Principals Feb. 24-26 @7:30
Leave comments please
He's so hot......AAHH!! | | |
| Didn't go to school today or yesterday. Yesterday I woke up in the middle of the night and my tonsels were so extremely swollen I could barely breathe. So I went to the doctors and they said I had tonselitis, yay. My ears are so clogged right now I cant stand it it hurts so bad. Sooooooooo glad theres a long weekend coming up. Mom went to work (red robin) tonight. I was supposed to but el doctor ordered that I shouldn't. gotta obey the doc. heh heh. I hope I can leave that place soon. I applied for a job at Wrights grocery store in new bloomfield. I hope I can get that shiet because its not far from dads or my house..bout 15 mins each way and no over the mountain weee. I'm goin for my lisence the 26th so hopefully I wont piss anyone off to ask to take me to work. I'll be driving a gray 86' Ford f-150. it needs a new exahust, new shocks, and a new clutch..not to mention it has a red tailgate because the original was backed into a tree haha. My dads had it since before I was born so I know what its been through and its been taken care of. I think shes quite pretty...I guess these things have to grow on ya ha. dang my ears are friggin killing me...peace ote.
.¡¤.¢¾..:: Jess
-|-So I think I'll keep on walkin with my head held high
I'll keep movin on and only God knows why... | | |
| Didn't go to school today...definitely puking my guts out. I think it was just a 24 hour thingy. so I know I missed my history presentation and a lab in chemistry. dang..I feel bad. syyyke. Dude I watched Napoleon Dynamite for the first time today. that movie fuckin rocks. It was the flippin most stupidest movie I have ever seen but its so hilarious. "whatever I feel like GOD!!" aahh I could watch that over and over.
Sometimes I just dont know what to do anymore...my family is so messed up. Everything I do seems to be wrong anymore. but my sister always gets the pity party. Its almost like everyone has to treat me like shit to make her feel better because hmm maybe she hates my guts. I dont really care but now its starting to get to me. ya think that these kind of things would pass for christs sake. and on top of that school sucks and I'm there all day and when i come home its like...shoot me..oh well
I dont stop breathin everytime the phone rings
My heart dont race when someones at my door
I've almost given up thinkin your ever gonna call
I dont believe in magic anymore
Yea I think I'm gonna make it
Cuz God wont make a mountain I cant climb
Its gettin better all the time
I always thought that I'd do somethin crazy
If I ever saw you out with someone else
But when the moment came last night I couldn't say a word
I stood there in the dark all by myself
Yea I could have said a million things
But all I did was keep it locked inside
Its gettin better all the time
Its gettin better all the time....
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. then again I only got like 15 lines in all...dang. I love the group that I'm with in the play they are all so outgoing and loud. I didn't know that there was more people like that then me. I'm definitely trying out for plays more often. Thanks Adam for the friggin invite and persuation to get me to try out...whaaaat a pal
. whooooooo I get to sleep in for like maybe a half hour tomorrow due to a doctors appt at like 9. sweet. well I'm tired...peace out..
