Life is Different Now

Life is different now.  Things have changed again and now I am don't know what we are going to do.  I didn't get accepted at school in NC and now I don't really know what I am doing here, but I don't really want to leave.  But maybe it's not about what I want to do and more about what I'm supposed to do.  I know that is true, but part of me doesn't know if I am strong enough to make that move.  I'm sick of starting over.  I'm sick of starting new.  I want to be able to just stick with one road in my life.  I feel like the past two years have been nothing but a bunch of abrupt stops and sudden start overs. 

Every light seems to be green in this other direction. I know what I have been praying for, I guess I just didn't anticipate this answer.  But that's O.K.  We will be fine.  We will be wonderful.  The Lord has His hold on us.  This is one thing I am sure about.  That is where my strength will come from.  That is where my comfort is.  There is one shinning light at the end of the tunnel.  Only a few months away, and one of the only changes I am actually overjoyed about!  YEAH! 

Life is funny.  Now is one of those times I just need to laugh at life and keep stepping forward. 

I LOVE SQUIRRELS

Well, I'm back.  How wonderful vaca was with the Saints.  I love them! 

Night

My does time fly...

I think this could quite possibly go down in Jessica history as the shortest year yet in my life.  I feel like it was just yesterday I decided to move down to NC and settle myself there, and now, eight months latter I am tackling a whole new set of circumstances.  It is so weird this thing we call time.  The older I get the more I feel I don't make  that conscience effort to really cherish and appreciate what I have going on my life.  I just let it happen and move on. 

So this week I am with Wes and the rest of the wonderful Saint's for family vacation.  What a blast!  I'll give a full run down of events when I return home.  Now it is time for lunch!  Yummy!