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Wednesday, March 01, 2006



In many ways, they'll miss the good old days
Someday, someday
Yeah, it hurts to say, but I want you to stay
Sometimes, sometimes

When we was young, oh man, did we have fun
Always, always
Promises, they break before they're made
Sometimes, sometimes

Oh, My-ex says I'm lacking in depth
I will do my best
You say you wanna stay by my side
Darlin', your head's not right
See, alone we stand, together we fall apart
Yeah, I think I'll be alright
I'm working so I won't have to try so hard
Tables, they turn sometimes

Oh, someday...

No, I ain't wastin' no more time

And now my fears
They come to me in threes
So, I
Sometimes
Say, "Fate my friend,
You say the strangest things
I find, sometimes"

Oh, My-ex says I'm lacking in depth
Say I will try my best
You say you wanna stay by my side
Darlin', your head's not right
See, alone we stand, together we fall apart
Yeah, I think I'll be alright
I'm working so I won't have to try so hard
Tables, they turn sometimes

Oh, someday...

I ain't wasting no more time


Saturday, February 25, 2006

So I'm drunk but it seems the best things come to me when im under the influence of it...

Im not happy, but who is these days. I've been trying to find anything that will satisfy my thirst for happiness, but no matter how many girls i date or hook up with, whatever. I dont seem to be satisdfied. I have a lot of friends but none of them seem to call me every night to see what im up to. Everyone seems to have their own agenda and that leaves me feelings like shit...Im pretty sure it leaves a lot of people feeling like shit as well. the conclusion i have come to is that everyone is so worried about what will satisify their needs that no one has any time to satisfy anyone else...and satisfing doesnt come from pleasing someone, it comes from being a good person to one another...fuck pleasing one another, if its the wrong thing to do ,then dont do it...but if its the right thing to do then do it...if it feels right to love a person, but when you dont get love back from them you feel like an idiot for loving someone who doesnt love you...well whatever...be happy that your the bigger person to love somoene eventhough they dont love you...that takes balls. In the end you will be the better person. The only thing I regret  is that it takes a few shots and a few beers to make me realize this. I wish it was just second nature to me. I wnat to be able to do what is right all of the time...but most times i cant help but to do what feels so right. So all that i am saying is do what makes you happy. If chasing after someone who isnt chasing after you doesnt make you happy doesnt make you happy then dont do it...but if for some reason you feel like it serves some purpose then do it...and no matter what just keep on doing it...yo uwill find the reason for your pursuit soon enough.....eventually...but if you dont then do what i do and just listen to the strokes...they always give you a good direction to go towards...


Talk to me now I'm older
Your friend told you 'cause I told her
Friday nights have been lonely
Change your plans and then phone me.

We could go and get 40s
Fuck goin' to that party
Oh really, your folks are away now?
Alright, let's go, you convinced me.

12:51 is the time my voice
Found the words i sought...
Is it this stage I want?

The world is shutting out...for us.
We were tense for sure,
But we was confident...

Kiss me now that I'm older
I won't try to control you
Friday nights have been lonely
Take it slow but don't warn me

We'd go out and get 40s
Then we'd go to some party
Oh really, your folks are away now?
Alright I'm coming...

I'll be right there.




Tuesday, February 21, 2006

I wonder, could I come back home?


Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Just livin'


Tuesday, November 01, 2005

SHOW NOVERMBER 18th!!!

St. Johns Lutheran Church in

Maytown

7:00

$5

Katie Frank and Andy C

Are also rockin' the Mic.


Could you tell me the next time that you're choking?

'Cause I'll rush right over

to shove some dirt right down your throat

It's nothing I have against you

You're just a creep and

you can't remember the last five years

What's a bond if it dissolves in water?

I took a piss that lasted longer

than you and your manipulations

I called my mom last night

She said, "Sweetie, you don't need someone

who's more fleeting than fall"

'Cause don't you love those leaves?

Don't you wish the orange stayed forever

And Crickets sang in the night all through winter?"

And I thought, slow down, Chris

Think of all the time this jerk

has fucked you up and left you down

And hey, I choose my company

by the beating of their hearts

Not the swelling of their heads

Besides, I'd rather forget the days we spent

Than try to stay afloat in shallow water.


..I love saves the day..



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