| oh god didnt know that sb actually read the last entry and left me a comment. haha just read it a min ago well. life has been as crazy as ever. sometimes i sleep more when i m oncall i miss the days of a team 3 HO. a lot more satisfying. more exciting. a lot busier, but i like it so much more. |
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| it has been such a while that i last wrote here, n things have been static! intern life is not as excited as i thought, it can be really really boring, most of the time n things have gone worse, i have lost more.. gained less, actually talked less, smiled less, thought more n the guy problems have been the same same damn it it's to a point that i really wanna end it so shameful when u ssee ur 94 year old patient living with such an innocent heart, after seeing all these my new year resolution is to smoke less, at least stop before the marathon, but the first think i put into my mouth after i stepped out of the hospital at midmight on 1st jan was a lucky strike um. |
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| omg i thot life would change a little once i start work but it's getting worse i thot i m gd at pleasing myself and ignoring how ppl think about me it's so hard to hide it'd be better if i can hide my grief and not let it be others' burden n i wish i could be smarter |
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| deem ho leh? i can feel my life going so quickly it'll soon end and i m still floating aound n not growing up -_________________________- i miss the days of holiday: sex + endless sleep/ sleep+endless sex/ endless sex and endless sleep, and perhaps some poolside high tea in between. if i dun go bankrupt 
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