it has been such a while that i last wrote here, n things have been static! intern life is not as excited as i thought, it can be really really boring, most of the time

n things have gone worse, i have lost more.. gained less, actually talked less, smiled less, thought more

n the guy problems have been the same

same

damn it

it's to a point that i really wanna end it

so shameful when u ssee ur 94 year old patient living with such an innocent heart, after seeing all these

my new year resolution is to smoke less, at least stop before the marathon, but the first think i put into my mouth after i stepped out of the hospital at midmight on 1st jan was a lucky strike

um.