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Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 06:01:07 GMT

oh god

didnt know that sb actually read the last entry and left me a comment. haha

just read it a min ago

well.

life has been as crazy as ever. sometimes i sleep more when i m oncall

i miss the days of a team 3 HO. a lot more satisfying. more exciting. a lot busier, but i like it so much more.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 06:27:04 GMT

it has been such a while that i last wrote here, n things have been static! intern life is not as excited as i thought, it can be really really boring, most of the time

n things have gone worse, i have lost more.. gained less, actually talked less, smiled less, thought more

n the guy problems have been the same

same

damn it

it's to a point that i really wanna end it

so shameful when u ssee ur 94 year old patient living with such an innocent heart, after seeing all these

my new year resolution is to smoke less, at least stop before the marathon, but the first think i put into my mouth after i stepped out of the hospital at midmight on 1st jan was a lucky strike

um.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 01:49:02 GMT

omg i thot life would change a little once i start work

but it's getting worse

i thot i m gd at pleasing myself and ignoring how ppl think about me

it's so hard to hide

it'd be better if i can hide my grief and not let it be others' burden

n i wish i could be smarter

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Sat, 07 Jul 2007 14:16:08 GMT

deem ho leh?

i can feel my life going so quickly

it'll soon end

and i m still floating aound

n not growing up

-_________________________-

i miss the days of holiday:

sex + endless sleep/ sleep+endless sex/ endless sex and endless sleep, and perhaps some poolside high tea in between. if i dun go bankrupt

hah

Friday, June 29, 2007

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 13:19:29 GMT

i love ortho!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 12:33:15 GMT

gor tuen for

fai dee farn lei

n yuen loi

i have this serious problem of commitment-phobia

aiiiiiiiiiiiii

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Thu, 21 Jun 2007 13:00:31 GMT

HOLIDAY =

gd sex followed by endless sleep + pool side lunch + daily tango + bancruptcy

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 22:52:58 GMT

i can't believe that i did went back and see them...

im so happy to have done so!

this week has been like a rollercoaster

all those emotionssss

old onessss and new onessss

n apparently i dun really like my own bed..

haha

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Tue, 29 May 2007 21:35:45 GMT

haha

the colour combination is so ugly

doesnt matter though

many times i like things or creatures that ppl think are ugly

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Tue, 29 May 2007 13:28:06 GMT

yea time for a change

though i think that is still the one

it needs some courage