JessieLeong's Xanga

wow, last entry was a long time ago!

Sat, 17 Nov 2007 07:30:49 GMT

now i really wonder if anyone remebers me...

it's been a long time since i last disappeared

well, i just checked my subs

Fin!! you're the funniest person i've ever seen

your performance can never be a shame to you! XD

dunno why, suddenly missed you guys all so much... ah~ah~

i wonder...

is it because i'm no longer closely connected to anyone of you?

is it because i was never closely connected to anybody?

but then, who, other than me, really cares about it?

i mean, it's not like i'll come back very soon though, i'm coming back next summer

so?

1st day in england - London Heathrow

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 06:14:23 GMT

yesterday 10:00am in kowloon airport express station, check in

12:00 in disneyland HK

8:00pm to airport

10:00pm get in

11:40pm on board

5:49am London Heathrow

7:00am Oakwood, meet my guardian Cecilia

11:09am now, typing xanga

new 2nd hand camera

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 08:35:46 GMT

i'm starting to get used to my dog isn't home...i guess

today was raining like crazy and just make me so, you know, wet

thee's no wind, and when i go into places not raining, i sweat like a pig....oink...oink....

well, but i bought a new 2nd hand camera

quite new, 80%

with just a few scratches

HKD900

but it worth the money

it's got 7.2 megapixels

and it's a sony camera

i'm not a picky person

i was just trying to look for a camera that takes clear pictures, and can film movies (without time limit)

and i found it

i don't even need to buy usb cable, coz my laptop can direct insert memory cards

meh...

just take a look at the pics...

my bed's stuffed animals(?)

When was the last time you cried?

Wed, 08 Aug 2007 06:48:00 GMT

the last time i cried was yesterday...

i'm still crying for my dog...

it's been 4 days...

i'm still not getting used to it....

I just answered this Featured Question, you can answer it too!

it feels so weird

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 02:05:06 GMT

it's the 2nd day without my dog...

in the morning

i'm just very unwilling to wake up...

'coz i know you're already gone and will never come back again

when i was waiting for the toilet

i'm so unused to it...

without you smiling at me and sitting beside me

and sometimes sitting on my foot then i'll half-kicking you away

but you'll never leave my side

it's almost like a habit

when i close the door

i'll look back into the room and say goodbye

or sometimes you'll come to the door waiting for me to pat your head

when i came back

i used to hear you waking up and walk to the door

i cried beacuse i didn't hear you

i cried because i can no longer find your presence within this home

when i looked at your favourite spots

you're now gone

nowhere to be found

but you'll always take a part of my heart, my memory

i can never forget you

you are more than just a pet

you are a part of my soul

it just feels so weird without you

but i know you are now gone and will never come back

and you should have happiness from now on

stop crying, stop worrying about me

i'll be alright

dedicate to my dog...

Sat, 04 Aug 2007 02:07:19 GMT

i've typed out the chinese version, and i don't want to screw it up, so i'll just paste it here

我跟我爸爸已經決定
今天2:30會帶我細佬去獸醫那裡
讓他解脫
直到昨天早上為止
我還沒有想過
你有一天終會離開
即使有
我也沒想過那一天會是今天
在我爸告訴我
不如帶他去打針吧
的這24小時
我想起了很多
還記得
你是怎麼被我們收養的嗎
還記得
我跟你一齊在街上奔跑嗎
還記得有一次
你的繫帶鬆掉
我追你追了很久嗎

gomennasai…

對不起
我沒有做到做主人應有的責任
對不起
我不應該對你愛理不理
對不起
我直到幾個月前
才知道
原來曲架最多只可能活15年
對不起
我不應該在你一生中最後的幾個月裡
在你行動不便的時候
還不小心地經常撞到踢到你
對不起
我昨天還在罵你煩
對不起
如果當初我們把你送到愛護動物協會
或許
你不用這樣受苦
對不起
在我媽提出要帶你去打針時
我只自私的只想著
沒有了你我會如何
卻沒有想過
你活著只是一種折磨

arigatou…

謝謝你
一直都在我身邊
謝謝你
在我最不開心的時候一直陪著我
謝謝你
在我哭的時候安慰我
謝謝你
知道我要離開香港去英國讀書
為了不讓我擔心
硬撐著到現在
謝謝你
陪我度過了十年

soredemo... anata to de ae ta koto ha ' saikou no kouun ' deshi ta......

你將會留下的
是你還沒吃完的狗糧
是你用過的梳子
是你用來吃的喝的盆子
是你的味道
但是這些
都會被丟掉
味道
會被洗掉
你給我的回憶
是快樂的
我永遠不會忘記
但我給你的回憶
只有不快
我沒能夠給你快樂的回億
對不起

shiawase ni o nari nasai

我從來不相信有來世
但我在此
給你最後的祝福
希望你
在下一輩子
能夠得到幸福
記得要走向白色的光

sayonara...

iterashai...

the first day quitting my job~

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 07:34:30 GMT

i finally quit my job....

i feel so free right now...

that's why i recorded 5 songs at a time XD...

1. Tears

2. Byakuya ~True Light~

3. Fairy Tale (a.k.a. Tong Hua)

4. Reason

5. Shinkai no Kodoku

My Beauty ¦P¾Ç·|¦¨¥ß¤é...

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 09:01:03 GMT

哈哈哈

my beauty 同學會終於成立...

由第1屆marketing採購部主管Jessie及

第1屆marketing資源管理部主管Jess

為主席XD

本會忠旨

維繫於International Beauty工作的同事之友誼

Guess what i've bought today

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 11:42:08 GMT

guess what...

i've bought a webcam for my laptop today

umm...

lemme check...

it's Samsung Pleomax Pleo Cam PWC-4000

i'm not a photography person, so i don't know if it's good or not...

but the picture taken was quite good...

(better than the one my aunt gave me...)

arrrr!!! now i've revealed my true self...NO!!!!!!!

~~stupid...you've already revealed before....*slap~~

Still 1 month left...

Tue, 24 Jul 2007 08:51:40 GMT

there's only one month left...

i'm going to england on 24 august...

at 2340

will anyone come to the airport???

(i bet not...lol it's too late...)