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yeep im back..

it was kinda boring.. i'll have to update later tho.. cuz our internet is off and im at brinnies..

myspace is addicting... www.myspace.com/sweetnsourbabie 

hannah is this the song you were talkin about?

welp.. i really have nothing to update about other than.. im leaving in 3 hours.. to go to newton, to get on the train and sit there for about 22 hours..

just to warn everyone ... everyone in my phone book will probably get a call haha..

i got some sleeping stuff so i can actually sleep when im in arizona..

i'll take lotsa pictures..

but i gotta finish.. cuz im like not even half done packin and stuff..

seeya

 <-- ahahahahaha i LOVE that movie! (emperors new groove)(sp?)

i didn't go with hannah tonight.. i didn't want to watch a biography about johnny cash *YAAAAAAAAWN* i fell asleep as soon as she said biography..hahaha..i did wanna stay at her house tho.. i haven't stayed at her house in forever!!

*sigh*.. i had a dream about taylor.. it was one of those dreams where it feels like your really there.. like i woke up thinking it actually happend.. i think i cried in my sleep too... it just made me realize how much i really liked him.. my dream was pretty much re-living our past.. and then it ended the same.. and what just happend to us about 3 months ago still happend... but then he came back and said he was sorry and that hes actually in love with me and stuff.... i really wanted to call him today. but i didn't..

:::note::: old pic!

 i miss him

 the missing him overtakes the being mad at him.. thats how bad it is lol

T - Minus 4 days!

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thats kyles site.. i made it for him.. go comment him......NOW! (so he'll get encouraged to use it) even if you just say hi...just comment him

****EDIT**** (for hannah, brittani, cody) whom know the story behind this...

i gave in....... i called taylor.....

i was like hey whats up.. and he was like who is this.. i was like jessica..and hes like oh whats up? and im like did you just wake up? and he's like yeah.. and i was like oh mkay... i was like ...so why did you do that to me?? and he's like do what... and i said just totally stop talking to me! and he goes .............................................................................................................i have no idea............................................................................................................... and i go oh............... did you get back with your ex? and he goes nooooo! she put me in jail! and i go oh.. why?? and hes like.. well i got involved with ALOT of drugs..but im done with all that!!! and i go ...............oh............ and i was like did you do X?? and he goes oh yeah thats my favorite one... and im like thats like the worst one..and i thought you said you were done with all that! and he goes ohh not X... and im like ...oh okay... he said he got his own apartment now.. he doesn't live at home.. and he no longer has his cell phone.. cuz he was/is a hustler and the FBI was tapping in on his line..

im soooo hurt.. i called expecting an appology(sp).....and he said absolutely nothing...not even an excuse...

even more im dissappointed in him.. doing drugs!! thats not taylor!... the taylor i knew had his life straight...and hated drugs swore up and down he wouldn't do drugs...he even hated drinking.. said it was stupid and pointless... he had his entire life planned out.. knew exactly what he wanted............and he just flushed it all away..............

it hurts ....alot!

nothing to update about...

but im updating anyway..lol

i work tonight 4:45-8

i don't work tomorrow.. then hannah is picking me up and me her and some other people are gonna go watch walking the line (i think thats what it was called) then im staying the night at her house.. then going to some picnic type thing.. so it shall be fun i love hanging out with hannah.. she always makes me laugh!

okay.. i went and bought razors.. and they are scented!! yeah i didn't even know it until i can home and it say on the back that they are scented!.. so i smelt them and yeep they are scented ... i thought that was reeeally weird!!

im going shopping on sunday for a thanksgiving outfit! YAAY!

she really doesn't look that....retarded...but don't cats hate being on their back?? lol

well she eats spinich too.. haha.. i must just have a weird kitty *shrug*

*muah*