Once again, bored in Web Design 2...

First off: Things have been getting MUCH better here. Tabitha and i are coming around. I went and spent WAY to much money last night O yayy lol I got new bedding last night its CUTE... i need to start putting pics up... myabe i'll do that later today :)

Need a place to let it all out:

First and Foremost - i'm ready for school to be over with!!! I can't even find time to work on homeork or the energy more the less :(. Its only been two weeks and i'm already sick of being stuck. I have no room to breath it seems like. Which completely sucks.

Second: I'm sick, once again! I don't know if i ever got better but STILL! I'm lucky to hold my eyes open right now...I can't find energy to even stand up and walk i am THAT tired. I haven't gotten to sleep, besides last night, before 1 in the past 3 weeks. I'm already worn out and not even into the 3rd week at school.

Third: Time for something positive: MIKE IS AMAZING!! I feel completely safe next to him. I can talk about ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING to him =) That means a lot to me. I love this kid! I'm always happy when i'm around him, MOST of the time i should say ;) ... unless i had a bad day, but by the end of the day when its time to leave he normally cheers me up X's like 30. He makes me smile. I think the best thing is that he has become my best friend for the most part. (except for tabitha, and rachel )

Forth: Ever since i've moved into Rachel's I feel like i've lost contact with Tab. I mean we share a room together but we never talk anymore :( i mean besides "hey how are you?" I feel like we've become really distant. I've been struggling through this for awhile now. It kinda hurts. Its like we've decided to trust Mike and Scott more then each other anymore. And thats no good cuz i need her... I'd go looney without her ;)

Fifth: Work... oh jeez... i could go on FOREVER on this topic... So much crap is going on right now that i don't even know which way to turn anymore. Our head manager changes her stories so much no one believes her anymore. I've been a manager in training for the past year and a half. We have three managers in training and its rough at times. I think because of how our head managers are handling everything Use three are taking it out on each other. We all have our days. Also, I'm SICK of dealing with stupid people. I know, we have them EVERYWHERE. I get along with most of the people that work there. I'm glad jill and erin work there, they keep me from going nuts, atleast no more then i already am. I love those 2! Erin just seems to CARE more then anyone their. Jill and I go on walks and vent and its fun :)

Sixth: Something good again lol: RACHEL'S KIDS :) .... Those kids are ADORABLE!!! Andrew is such a smart kid!! He keeps me feeling young..haha..CHEEZY...but at the same time he tires me out just watching him. Joshua, oh man.. this kid is HILARIOUS!! He just starts talking a whole bunch of jiberish and its funny. Aria is just amazing. I've never gotten to watch someone as a newborn grow. Shes 4 months old and i don't think i could love her anymore then i already do. Shes just gorgeous. can't wait to go to nashville with her and rachel!!

ok... so my mom told me about 20 minutes ago she made me a sandwhich so time to eat :) yayy... and tomorrow is build-a-bear!! yayy

no one ever comments so this was just a little venting sessions for my stress level

Wow Definately time for an update =)

Where to begin....

In May I started dating Mike Cooley, a guy from Terra and in Computer networking. He's an amazing guy and i'm CRAZY about him :). that is him in my picture. We hung out all summer by just haning out, going to CP, Movies, Walks, and babysitting for rachel and nathan ;) lol. School just started up and its going to be tough, our schedules are completely oppisite. We will both be done by December with our associates degree so...BRING ON DECEMBER!! lol

In the middle of July Tabitha and I moved into nathan and Rachel's guestroom. Its been an AMAZING experience. Its been different and i've had my days. We sit up late at night and just have random conversations. Tab and I don't get to hang out much now that we are living together...Either work, or school or to busy with guys. Its kinda depressing at times. I want to hang out like we use to but it seems like some guy has to tag along. I don't mind hanging out with the guys but i want my friend back! Guys are yucky, sorry mike and scott. I've had fun living their though.

Living with three kids.... let me just say WOW.. lol. Its been  hard at times but i LOVE those kids!! With school starting i hardly get to see them, and it makes me sad. Sometimes I wake up early just to see them before I go to school. Aria stayed up last night waiting for me to get home... it felt great. These kids aren't even mine but it makes me sad when i can't hang out with them. These past 2 weekends i've taken one out at a time. Andrew and I have went to ball games, out to eat, just hung out. I took joshua the other day to go shopping and taco bell :).....this kid can EAT! haha..... On sept 21st Rachel, Aria, and I are going to nashville Tennesse. I get to baby-sit aria while rachel is gone... I'M READY TO GO NOW!!!

FRIDAY: Nathan,Rachel,Scott,Tab,Mike,and I are ALL going to strongsville to the build-a-bear workshop :) I WANT A TEDDY BEAR. I think i'm going to get a monkey though... hehe..i can't wait.... i love spending time with these guys

SATURDAY: My Grandpa's Birthday Party :) ... My cousins from North Dakota are coming and i can't WAIT... i love these kids... annoying at times but i only get to see them like 1 every 2-3 years :'( .. its sad.

Ok... enough for one day... i was bored in Web Design 2 so this is what i did... =)