[Eminem] Sometimes I just feel like, quittin I still might Why do I put up this fight, why do I still write Sometimes it's hard enough just dealin with real life Sometimes I wanna jump on stage and just kill mics And show these people what my level of skill's like But I'm still white, sometimes I just hate life Somethin ain't right, hit the brake lights Case of the stage fright, drawin a blank like Da-duh-duh-da-da, it ain't my fault Great then I falls, my insides crawl and I clam up {*wham*} I just slam shut I just can't do it, my whole manhood's just been stripped, I have just been vicked So I must then get, off the bus then split Man fuck this shit; yo, I'm goin the fuck home World on my shoulders as I run back to this 8 Mile Road I'm a man, I'ma make a new plan Time for me to just stand up, and travel new land Time to really just take matters into my own hands Once I'm over these tracks man I'ma never look back (8 Mile Road) And I'm gone, I know right where I'm goin Sorry momma I'm grown, I must travel alone And go follow the footsteps I'm makin my own Only way that I know how to escape from this 8 Mile Road I'm walkin these train tracks, tryin to regain back the spirit I had 'fore I go back to the same crap To the same plant, and the same pants Tryin to chase rap, gotta move ASAP And get a new plan, momma's got a new man Poor little baby sister, she don't understand Sits in front of the TV, buries her nose in the pad And just colors until the crayon gets dull in her hand While she colors her big brother and mother and dad Ain't no tellin what really goes on in her little head Wish I could be the daddy that neither one of us had But I keep runnin from somethin I never wanted so bad! Sometimes I get upset, cause I ain't blew up yet It's like I grew up, but I ain't grow me two nuts yet Don't gotta rep my step, don't got enough pep The pressure's too much man, I'm just tryin to do what's best And I try, sit alone and I cry Yo I won't tell no lie, not a moment goes by That I don't pray to the sky, please I'm beggin you God Please don't let me be bitchin holdin no regular job Yo I hope you can hear me homey wherever you are Yo I'm tellin you dawg I'm bailin this trailer tomorrow Tell my mother I love her, kiss baby sister goodbye Say whenever you need me baby, I'm never too far But yo I gotta get out there, the only way I know And I'ma be back for you, the second that I blow On everything I own, I'll make it on my own Off to work I go, back to this 8 Mile Road You gotta live it to feel it, you didn't you wouldn't get it Or see what the big deal is, why it was and it still is To be walkin this borderline of Detroit city limits It's different, it's a certain significance, a certificate of authenticity, you'd never even see But it's everything to me, it's my credibility You never seen heard smelled or met a real MC who's incredible upon the same pedestal as me But yet I'm still unsigned, havin a rough time Sit on the porch with all my friends and kick dumb rhymes Go to work and serve MC's in the lunchline But when it comes crunch time, where do my punchlines go Who must I show, to bust my flow Where must I go, who must I know Or am I just another crab in the bucket Cause I ain't havin no luck with this little Rabbit so fuck it Maybe I need a new outlet, I'm startin to doubt shit I'm feelin a little skeptical who I hang out with I look like a bum, yo my clothes ain't about shit if the Salvation Army tryin to salvage an outfit And it's cold, tryin to travel this road Plus I feel like I'm on stuck in this battlin mode My defenses are so up, but one thing I don't want is pity from no one, the city is no fun There is no sun, and it's so dark Sometimes I feel like I'm just bein pulled apart from each one of my limbs, by each one of my friends It's enough to make me just wanna jump out of my skin Sometimes I feel like a robot, sometimes I just know not what I'm doin I just blow, my head is a stove top I just explode, the kettle gets so hot Sometimes my mouth just overloads the ass that I don't got But I've learned, it's time for me to U-turn Yo it only takes one time for me to get burned Ain't no fallin no next time I meet a new girl I can no longer play stupid or be immature I got every ingredient, all I need is the courage Like I already got the beat, all I need is the words Got the urge, suddenly it's a surge Suddenly a new burst of energy is occured Time to show these free world leaders the three and a third I am no longer scared now, I'm free as a bird Then I turn and cross over the median curb Hit the verbs and all you see is a blur from 8 Mile Road
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Wednesday, January 14, 2004

http://www.xanga.com/chinky_eyed_pnoy_215

new xanga...tired of dis shit hole...haha..my lazy ass finally did sumthin..still fixin it tho


Tuesday, January 13, 2004

"all about u"

1st: damn it was borin as fucc...well sat around fo awhile den finally practice fo round robin...i have to teach marksmenship...fuccin AIs are fuccin gay...knots bitched at me fo putin da sqd a attention when i was askin dem questions..w/e tho

2nd: did another activity...shit was comedy cuz da ppl who sits in front of jay fight too damn much like dey married n shit..jay was all clownin dem n dat wun cat didn't knoe...den wun of dem was like shit im better den u at spinnin a rifle...haha....i started laughin my ass off

3rd: did math...haha...fell asleep

4th: read a story but my ass fell asleep again

lunch: borin as fucc

5th: just review work n shit..cuz we got a test 2morrow

6th: organized shit den fell asleep

afterskool: chilled in da front fo a while den went  to da RO area fo n watched da team practice..damn dere last exchange keeps hittin but i think dey fixed it now....but yea dere routine looks pretty koo..well yea got a ryde from pat....chilled at home den my mom came home n asked me 2 get  gas so yea got it...well nothin left.....[[early]]

o shit i might get da accord soon


Monday, January 12, 2004

"wut must i do"

1st: suited up fo PT but didn't do shit except listen to da AIs talk..damn ro gonna be borin dis week cuz ken aint gonna be here..haha.shit..but yo have a safe trip nigga....haha

2nd: just worked on our activity...gettin annoyed in dis damn class

3rd: didn't really do shit...worked on dis wun math problem fo da whole period..haha..damn imma fail

4th: haha messed wit vance bout da paccers...haha..didn't do shit

lunch: was walkin n dis kidd goes u wearin a m.lewis jersey..n i was like wtf..haha...cuz i was wearin a 95 eagles jersey #32 n it's a former eagle riccy watters RB...fo got dey had da same #...nothin really happened at lunch

5th: did a lil work den fell asleep

6th: typed a few shit..den ginang was tryin to make me type like 20 questions wit answer dat i already did n i was like wtf..she was like i cant find it on da disk...was fuccin pissed but i fuccin found it..haha

afterskool got a ryde from ken...dropped philmor off den i got dropped off just been doin shit around da house n hw...da it [[early]]


Sunday, January 11, 2004

" never lose hope...just gotta believe"

startin to miss being in PHILADELPHIA =/

well yesterday just stayed home...me n ken was supposed to go lookin fo jobs but he had to do sum stuff...just played madden all day n watched a lil football

today: woke up watched a lil tv....played a lil madden..haha.watched sum football..damn chiefs lost...was goin fo dem since dey have a former eagles coach...haha..well yea didn't care much bout dat game...o shit PHILADELPHIA EAGLES WON!!!!!!!!! fucc yea...knew dey could do it...damn dat shit was a close game..i was goin crazy...haha....well yea haven't done shit  dis weekend....still gotta do my fuccin hw..damn finals start next week...im outz...[[early]]


Friday, January 09, 2004

" n im kiccin myself...kiccin myself in tha ass.."

1st: didn't do shit listen to da speaker talk bout shit....

2nd: got new chem books....felt like bankin da teach in da dome..just fuccin annoys me at tyms

3rd: had a quiz...o shit i got A..haha..fucc yea i feel smart cuz i got a higher score den da smart kidd next to me...haha

4th: had a vocab quiz n really didn't do shit

lunch: chilled wit ken n dem

5th: did a worksheet n review

6th: graded papers fo like 10 mins n slept da rest of da tym...just woke up in tym fo da bell...haha....had dese marks on my damn face

afterskool: went to da ro area to c wut's up wit DT...heard like most of jv quit..haha..wut bitches..well yea went to da front kuya picced up pat n got a ryde...dropped off my shit at home n den went to city boy..haha...shit was funny..cuz kuya kept messin around...after dat went to pat's house n chilled..after dat picced up brain n ate at jacc in da cracc...well yea got dropped off home n das it...[[early]] 

haha love my new jersey dat my bro got me fo x-mas...ain't none yall who can bite off me now..well not here in cali n/e wayz...haha



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