| okay, the nerd reins. now xbox 360 has taken over my life. poor, disregarded netflix... |
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| Sure, I don't blog much anymore, but you have to understand... Neftlix has changed my life... for the lazier. |
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| A power outtage sent us home from work today. I got tons of things done.
So why do I feel so damned melancholy? |
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| Meaningless mumbling from a lack of sleep...
"Last night I dreamt that I drove us there. Everything was the way it would have been. We all gathered there under one roof, and I could see exactly what things might have been. Do I regret things being the way they are? Not at all. But I wouldn't regret it if things had gone that other way either. And perhaps then I would look at the way things could have been - the way they really are - and known that I wouldn't want it. Perhaps then I wouldn't be able to see this at all.
The trip back lasted for hours. I wasn't at all upset when we continued to get lost time and again. Maybe a part of me was doing so on purpose. Maybe I didn't want to drive back to where things could split off again and become exactly what they are.
There's something to be said for blissful ignorance. It was a future that may have been, but too much would have had to change. The tendency for things to remain the same would never allow the world to change around us when we could be changed instead." |
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