I've decided to withdraw from xanga posting. I've realized with my last set of posts that if I have a certain meaning in a post to me, and others comment by looking at themselves, finding their meaning instead of trying to understand mine, I end up being discouraged from writing. And so, as it is not as though I post much any more here anyway, I will be formally withdrawing.

For those two of you, who made a comment on my background because you were drawn to it by my post, I just now figured out why you made such comments that threw me off so completely because they were in straight disregard of the depth of what that post meant to me (though you couldn't have known that). The web was displaying the "You lose" instead of a penguin in a captain's hat. The flashing images were not what I posted, and I did not know they existed until I opened my computer from sleep mode with the web page still up. I apologize in the mistake in the web design.

Have a good day folks, and hey, maybe we will see you around.

Everyday Sunday Lyrics - Herself (I Want A Girl) Lyrics

She walks along, trying to find a way out
She doesnt know what to do, wants to do it herself
She doesnt see what she could be
If only she could see herself

CHORUS
I want a girl thatll stand up for what she believes
Want a girl thatll tell me just what she thinks
She never cares about herself
Just everybody else

Shes the same in a crowd
And when shes by herself
She doesnt put on a show for everybody else
She loves God with all that she brings
She brings him everything

CHORUS

Shes so beautiful, when her heart is open
If only she could see herself


I actually deleted this song from my library tonight. I thought I liked it at first, and after hearing it again and again, listening to the words, I found out they want something from a girl that will hurt her if she doesn't have anyone to do it for her. None of you will get this, unless you are going through something that no one ever talks about. And so, I end this post with that. If you understand what I find wrong in this post, and not that you just think that you do, but if you understand it and you know that you do, lets talk. Because chances are, you know that people don't talk about it too. I'm tired of that. For those who don't understand, I'd rather not talk about it.