can't really take facebook...it's sooo cramped and packed and everything still prefer this spacious writing place :) (though right, i dun tend to write too often) so i'll be turning 19 next week, well, i suppose this deserves a few lines. XD dun really feel like bday's coming, n am gonna fold myself n enjoy a nice cozy dinner w/ my fam this year's flashed by S.O. D.A.R.N. F.A.S.T. god i felt so ridiculous being a UNIVERSITY student, things are completely different, completely i mean. i never never gave anything up in high school, except f.6 result of course.lololol anyway, but i do now, i kinda get used to give in at times. some decisions were sheer pain, but i believed they were necessary, and i still do. concisely i learn to 放低. really, 退一步, 海闊天空. take a deeeep breath, n u'll realize how little a spot you are in this universe; u won't weigh your sacrifice so hard. at this very moment, i want something veryveryvery badly. i genuinely want it soo badly. | 