| a good description of my life right now can be related to this song lryic.
You angel you
You got me under your wing.
The way you walk and the way you talk
I feel I could almost sing.
You angel you
You're as fine as anything's fine.
The way you walk and the way you talk
It sure plays on my mind.
You know I can't sleep at night for trying,
Never did feel this way before.
I get up at night and walk the floor.
If this is love then gimme more
And more and more and more and more.
You angel you
You're as fine as can be.
The way you smile like a sweet baby child,
It just falls all over me.
You know I can't sleep at night for trying
Never did feel this way before,
Never did get up and walk the floor.
If this is love then gimme more
And more and more and more.
You angel you
You got me under your wing.
The way you walk and the way you talk
It says everything.
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a life of chasing butterflies.
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STOP IT!
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Some will die in hot pursuit
In fiery auto crashes
Some will die in hot pursuit
While sifting through my ashes
Some will fall in love with life
And drink it from a fountain
That is pouring like an avalanche
Coming down the mountain
-poetry of the indie rock world.
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| To anyone who cares:
WHATS THE BIG FUCKING DEAL ABOUT LIFE!!!!!!! I'm so sick of just how
confusing it all is. How we can in reality can really never know
everything and yet anything. How can we be 100%!!! sure that things are
what they are, its too hard to prove. I swear I walk into my philosophy
call confused as it is and walk out even more confused. But the thing
that really really confuses me, is women. I'm writting this due to the
fact that I got pretty much got stood up today. Well it was directly,
saying stood up is harsh but its the closet I can describe it. This
story really begins on the first day of school. Anyways I remember
sitting in my math class, which is my first class of the day, on the
first day of school. This pretty, very cute, korean girl walks in. I
figure, hey maybe I can sit next to her one day and see what happens.
Well long story short we start sitting next to each other regularly.
Well about a week ago I decided, mustered up all my guts, and
foolhardely asked for her number. Well I totally scored on getting her
number and totally scored on setting up a study date for monday(being
today, the day I write this). But can you believe what happens. Well
lets just say today during class was so extremly!!!! I mean it when I
say EXTREMLY! awkward. (sorry bad spelling). She just wasen't talking
back you know. I stuck with it and played cool for as long as I can.
Anyways after class we went to the library and ate at the book and
bean( which is a rop off) but I didn't get anything, im broke, like
usual, but being broke it the best way to live I swear......sorry got
off track, anyways, THATY WAS FREAKIN MORE AWKWARD! By now im about 90%
sure that this is totally bombed. But I play it cool. Well we part our
ways and I tell her "hey Ill call you later to see if you want to
study". So I go to philosophy and then afterwards I meet Dustin in the
library to do Beatles Homework, right before the beatles class. So as
we are walking towards class I decided to call her. I call and she
replies "oh yeah im at the library" and I'm like "cool, how long do you
think your going to be in there" ....well let's just keep it as her
repling with the weirdest answer to any question ever asked. But then
she says "You don't have to meet up with me to study"...yeah...the
blow. Either way I played it cool, and in complete shock I
replied witht hr first thing to come to my head, "umm I'll call you
after my class to see if your still studying anyways". yet agian weird
response. Go to class, do my thing. And to be honest I wasen't going to
call, I'm not stupid you know, I know whats up. But then Dustin brought
up a good point "She could be shy and trying to say something nice"
which is true, you know, I was nervous and when I get nervous you know
I start like getting self concious, which I think everyone does. Well I
decide to call and can you believe what happens next. She dosen't pick
up. What happened to saying yes before. See what I mean...pretty
freakin confusing. Either way I really did realize something. Theres no
point in trying like that anymore, I think I'll be fine just not
looking anymore, just a while. Embrace single life to the fullest. Work
on becoming that friend I onced promised to be. Anyways, if you read
this whole thing then you must really care, so thanks. Cya
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