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| Hey guys, i dont kno how many of you guys still use xanga, but im moving and starting new and fresh. im actually going to start using livejournal. im going to try to stay committed to writing in it everyday or every other day, kinda like my new years resolution. If you guys really want to see how im doing you can check it at:
http://liljonnyliu.livejournal.com/
but other then that, this is probably going to be my final post on xanga, its been a great few years but its time to move on and start fresh. wish all you guys the best, pace!
-jon liu
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| i'm feeling alot better <33
-jon liu
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| wow, its a been a while since i wrote in this thing. Its like a common theme in xanga recently. Ive been looking through the past few subscriptions and everyone has been getting back into xanga, which is a good thing. people should express their thoughts more because too much thoughts could create a nervous break down. So before my head explodes i think i should unload some thoughts haha. And usually wont write in this because i have my own journal but, my journal is in my accord which is still at the body shop so i guess this would just have to do.
idk recently i just been really stressed out. probably all you guys are wondering how can someone be so stressed when their first semester in college is over, and your not working as much as you were during the semester. Well your right, this have been going pretty smoothly for me. Spiritually i think im doing pretty well, i've been reading on a consistent basis and talkin to my homie G every nite which is good. but idk i dont want to make this entry about how emo ive been but idk, again im just trying to empty my thoughts right now.
So recently ive been talkin to this girl alot. i dont want to put her name up cause then it would make it TOO obivious, but yeah idk i think im falling for her. let me tell ya, she is very special, i really like hangin out with her and talkin to her on the fone. and recently i cant get her off my mind, i think about her more and more everyday but it always brings me down cause idk if she feels the same way. and u would think by now im use to rejection right but of course no one is. im just scared what she would think of me if i told her how i really felt but at the same time i dont want this opportunity to slip away. ive been thinkin of writing a long email tellin her how i really feel or take her out to eat and sit down with her tell her then. gosh its just i really care about her alot, she cute, funny, unique, and everything about her is just wow, mind blowing. i guess the only thing i can do now is pray to God and see what he tryin to tell me. and maybe, just maybe i would build the courage to actually tell her how i feel. idk i just feel as if the nice guy always finishes last. you never want to tell her how u feel because u dont want it to make it akward and ruin the relationship u have now, but at the same time u want to tell her cause u care about her that much.
Gosh why is it soo difficult for me to tell how...
-jon liu
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| after everything i have been through...i am just beginning to understand this subject of love
-jon liu
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| And you play it coy, but its kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
-jon liu
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