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Name: Jordan
Country: United States
State: Arkansas
Metro: Little Rock
Birthday: 3/29/1986
Gender: Male


Interests: About me ?!? I'm a social butterfly when needed, yet I'm a homebody as well! I live in Conway, AR..but I'm originally from the small town of Alma.


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Monday, October 16, 2006

WOW...long time, no post!! Sorry....

Nothing really new to update. My husband and I have just recently had our 10 month anniversary! Looking forward to that one year mark. Work...well..it's work, it's crazy, but I still enjoy knowing that I can say I have helped someone after the day is finished. I am currently in the process of applying for a job at UCA. I had an interview with them last week, it went really well. I applied for a dispatch job with the UCA Police, hopefully, it will work out. If I get hired, I can go back to school next year, and they pay 80% of my tuition if I'm a full time employee; I have my fingers crossed and praying for this transition in my life.

I hope that this post is finding everyone well. I am hoping to go to Alma in the next couple of weeks to see my family, so Russellville, expect a visit on my way. I stopped up there a few weeks ago and had a wonderful visit with some of my old friends. Meg, Maegan, Ross, Midgie, Mandy...it was absolutely wonderful to see all of you! Take Care

Always,
Jordan


Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Well, I haven't had a real post in a short bit. Hope everyone is doing well. I have an infection caused by my wisdom teeth. Although, my widom teeth are coming in straight they are causing an infection in my gums and in my cheek, and it hurts like hell. My weekend was good though. Greg got back from Florida on Friday, then he came up on Saturday and stayed the night. He brought me some things that he got while he was on his trip, and they were so cute and sweet. God, I am so thankful to have him in my life. He is such a wonderful husband and friend. I can't ask for any better, he is so caring and loving and I wouldn't trade him for anything.

Momma and I went and picked up her dog on Friday. After that I went to her house and tried to get her router set up, but I was unsuccessful. We then went to Backstreet and she had a show that night. I really enjoyed spending the day with her, I think that is the first time we have spent an entire day together, and it was some good mother/daughter time. I can't say enough how much I appreciate her being in my life. Shane is such a wonderful friend and I am more than thankful that he has been there for me. Kamrin is a fabulous drag mother and I know I couldn't ask for better there. She is the best!! And I have to say, if you haven't been to one of her shows, you really need to go see one, Kamrin is a FABULOUS entertainer!! God has really blessed me in that area of friendship and guidance with her/him! And I can't forget Victor/Vicki!! I have a fabulous Maamaw!! She is sensational ;)

I have been given so many wonderful people in my life. I really cant complain about the friends I have, and I def can't complain about the wonderful husband I have. I'm blessed.

I hope everyone is doing well. Take Care

Always,
Jordan


Monday, July 10, 2006

Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now.  (You know who you are!) × I don't watch much TV these days. × I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (Even though I don't wear them most of the time, I am *supposed* to wear glasses) × I love to play video games. × I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies. × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (I'm glad this says "usually")
I curse sometimes.  (umm...yeah, sometime ;)) I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* * * * *
× I have broken someone's bones. × I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. × I hate the rain.
× I'm paranoid at times. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need/want money right now.
× I love sushi. I talk really, really fast.  (At work and on voicemails/answering machines) × I have fresh breath in the morning.
× I have long hair. × I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling.
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.  (HAHA!!!!!) I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.  (Depends on the day) I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. × I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. × I think prostitution should be legalized. I slept with a roommate.  (Depends on what you mean by "slept")
× I have a hidden talent. × I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.  (LOL!!!) × I enjoy talking on the phone. × I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop and/or window shop. × I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. × I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a mobile phone. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.  (I'm not really sure if I passed out drunk...oh wait, yeah I have!) I've rejected someone before.
I currently like/love someone.  ("Love" would be the choice in this one..I mean, I like him too..but yeah you know what I mean!) × I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before. × I've called the cops on a friend before. × I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. × I am shy around the opposite sex. × I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
× I have at least 5 away messages saved. I have tried alcohol or drugs before. × I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.  (I don't think I have done this...if I did, it obviously wasn't too much of a move since I don't remember it)
× I own the "South Park" movie. × I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends. I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.  (My OCD is not nearly as bad as it used to be!) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.  (LOL..of course, everyone needs a gay boy, right?)
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. × I have dated a close friend's ex. I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.  (Only with one!) Democrat.  (Not that it's really anyone's business!) × Republican.
× I don't even know what I am. × I am punk rockish. × I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
× I study for tests most of the time. × I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I can work on a car.  (I know this is surprising to most people!)
× I love my job(s). I am comfortable with who I am right now. I have more than just my ears pierced.
× I walk barefoot wherever I can. I have jumped off a bridge. × I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup(I don't, but my mother does to do my drag makeup!) I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs. × I went to college out of state. × I am adopted.
I am a pyro.   (Evil Grin!) I have thrown up from crying too much. I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I fall for the worst people.  (Not currently, and I believe I won't have to look for anyone again, but in the past..yes) × I adore bright colours. × I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. I can pick up things with my toes. × I can't whistle.
I have ridden/owned a horse. × I still have every journal I've ever written in. I talk in my sleep.  (My husband has said I do at times)
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. × I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo(One day :)) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. × I am a caffeine junkie.
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.  (Probably) × I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.  (No, but my husband will!!)
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. I'm an artist.  (Depends on what you call art, but I do believe I am) × I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. × I have terrible teeth.
I hate my toes. I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. × I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries. × I am extremely flexible. I love hugs more than kisses.  (hugs from friends...if It is my husband, both!)
I want to own my own business. I smoke.  (Yeah, sadly) × I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
Nobody has ever said I'm normal. Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. × I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.  (Depends on the day! Sometimes, I could care less!) I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
I have played strip poker with someone else before. × I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. × I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.  (ummm...NO! I believe in life after death, either Heaven or Hell...no stuck here or in between!)
× I can't stand being alone. I have at least one obsession at any given time. × I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. I'm a judgmental asshole.  (I can def be this!) × I'm a HUGE drama-queen(let's try to avoid drama!)
I have travelled on more than one continent. × I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian. × I can speak more than one language. I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
× I would rather read than watch TV. × I like reading fact more than fiction. × I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
× I have no piercings. I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. × I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. × I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles. The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.  (HAHA..I'm lazy!!!) × I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest. × I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. × I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. × I dislike milk. × I obsessively wash my hands.
I always carry something significant around with me.  (My wedding band from my husband!) Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.  (HAHA!) × I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.  (I must admit to this!) × I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. × Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. × I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts. I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. × I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. × I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. × I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. × I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. × I have a custom-built computer. × I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. I've gone skinny-dipping. × I've performed in three plays.
× I enjoy burritos. × I'm Irish and loving it. × I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin! × Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. × Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. × I sleep more than 12 hours a day. I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
I need more time to myself. × I wish I was more open-minded. × I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
I download songs from the internet. × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. I love playing Truth or Dare. × I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
Music helps me remember that I am not alone. × Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. × I can only hate someone that I love.  (I don't really hate anyone) × I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.
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Thursday, June 08, 2006

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.


-Max Ehrmann


Sunday, May 21, 2006

I haven't posted in a few days, I apologize for my lack of motivation. Things are going well here in Conway. Got my shows taken care of a couple weekends ago. Greg has moved back home to Star City for the summer, but he has been up to see me some. He and I went to Alma yesterday for Graduation...Congrats to the Class of 2006. He met my parents yesterday, my mother left a nice note on the counter when we got back and they had left. She wants to meet him again, and hopefully become better aquainted. The graduation wasn't too long, but then again they only had 2 speakers, unlike the year I graduated. Greg finally got to meet my friend Elizabeth yesterday. She really likes him and said she was proud, lol..she approved. He also met my friend Crystal, her crazy ass approved also..lol...seriously, she really liked him. After all of that, we met Ross and Maegan for dinner at La Fiesta there in good old Alma, went home and changed clothes and went to the school for the ceremony.

Afterwards, he met Ashley and few other friends. We then went up to Braum's and met Ross, Maegan, and Brad there and had some ice cream! Greg got to meet Lyla also, she had heard about him, just hadn't met him. We ran up to Ashley's for about 10 mins, then left and got on the interstate back to Conway. I was hoping Andrea would be there, but I couldn't find her phone number, although, I thought I had it in my phone, and had wrote it down...just don't know where it went when I put it in the car. Andrea, I just put your number in my phone though, so next time we come up, we need to get together!!

That's all that has been going on. I go back to work tomorrow  but oh well. Hope everyone is well. Take Care

Always,
Jordan



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