Currently Listening Palm Trees and Power Lines By Sugarcult see related

NEW XANGER!

www.xanga.com/Final_Redemption

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Currently Listening Ocean Avenue By Yellowcard View From Heaven see related

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dino i miss u and our ghettoness! :(

Pngnprincess9890: fuck the bread...mindy guess wut i found!!!!!!!111
Itnim: wut?>
Pngnprincess9890: double stuffed oreros
Itnim: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Pngnprincess9890: lol
Itnim: I FLIPPING LOVE YOU!
Itnim: r u eetin my OreOs?
Itnim:
Pngnprincess9890: yup
Pngnprincess9890: u kno it
Itnim: heehee

edit deleted. hmm. 35 days. thats just wat i keep thinking. but will you miss me wen im gone?

....................hun im sorry..........

my body's sore from all this running and weak from all this crying and i think that we both knew all along that i was dying.........

Currently Listening North By Something Corporate Me and the Moon see related

Horrible Horrible Horrible News.
"Andrew McMahon, lead singer of Something Corporate and Jack’s Mannequin, has been diagnosed with Acute Lymphatic Leukemia. "
How could this happen? He is being treated in Los Angeles and doctors think he will have a full recovery (Thank God). If he doesnt I think I might die.  Oh Andrew.....

I dont think there is any other way to word how im feeling to, so thx tammy for doin it for me...
Tammy (12:07:38 AM): this isnt fair
Tammy (12:07:43 AM): he saved me
Tammy: and now i cant save him

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as charlee said....

"1 in 10,000 people is affected by leukemia, or cancer of the blood. I don't think he ever believed it would be him when he wrote "Give me an answer why this cancer eats me away" in Ben Franklin's Kite."

which is another great point....here is the most awesome guy in the world. without him and his lyrics and him i would never have gotten through these past 2 years....

and birdsong! how could they do that........

i miss my dinosaur....and our ghettoness....

shit.

Currently Watching Peter Pan (Widescreen Edition) By Jason Isaacs, Jeremy Sumpter, Lynn Redgrave, Olivia Williams see related

 i love you.  37 days...

hope u like the lyrics in the lyric box thingy <3 Konstantine <3

Went for a walk around 4 ish. Sorry to all the people that called {josh, V, chris, greg, and jay} but I left my cell here. Just wanted to be alone with the moon and my music. Which probably doesnt make sense to most people reading this. But thats ok. Stayed outside and watched the sunrise. This morning was good. I think I might do it more often. It being staying up then going out for a walk veryveryvery early in the morning. 1 am walks were always fun.......hmm.

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edit.it.that.shit. we are talking about the sunrise this morning btw

Tammy: my alarm didnt go off
Me: awww
Tammy (11:24:01 AM): i didnt see it
Me (11:24:05 AM): that sucks
Tammy (11:24:13 AM): was it prettY?
Me (11:24:34 AM): yes it was
Me (11:24:37 AM): as always
Tammy (11:24:58 AM): :(
Me (11:25:29 AM): theres always tomorrow tho?
Tammy (11:25:49 AM): yea
Me (11:26:16 AM): thats why i love sunsets and rises
Me (11:26:22 AM): they are always there

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Currently Playing Songs for Silent Movies By Something Corporate Konstantine <3333333333333333333333333333333 see related

 i dont think im ever gonna leave this one kid's site (jay) cus of the song <3333 click_here_to_hear_it this next part was written by the sexay kristal, but stolen by me because i loved it......

If it wasn't for you I would go crazy. You are there when I need to talk or if I just need to cry. I don't know what I would do if you weren't in my life, I think I might just die.  You are the voice in my head giving me advice. When I'm sad  or  alone  I just think about all the good times where we were  laughing and playing around or even when we were just sitting there  talking.  You keep alive,  you are one of my greatest treasures and I am greatful for the day you came into my life. I hope you know  who you are beacause you are irreplaceble. The world  will be a sad place once you are out of it as will my heart.  You are everything I could ask  for: a brother, a sister, a mother, a father, a girlfriend, a boyfriend, but most importantly a  friend,  just someone who is there for me in my time of need. I hope that one day I can give back to you all that you have given to me and so much more. Because if there was no you  there would be no me.  I love you with all my heart. To all of you that I think of as a friend thank you.

hmm...............
I love you. 

41 days till i escape!!!!!!!!!!!!!!