JrEmiLe915's Xanga

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 16:14:42 GMT

so...

no longer with joe...met a guy named steve...seemed pretty nice. he told me he was 19. survey sayssss.....................he's actually 24. fantastic.

jesse....aww i love you.

abe....yea thanks for telling on me. way to keep that a secret...maybe ill go tell dal abou something else...

nick...uhh tara?

nate...u act like ur 2

hmm i kno theres more. but anywho, the moral of the story is emilee is gonna die alone and unhappy. i just want ONE relationship to work out

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 23:59:11 GMT

chillin in the club in my b boy stance...lol first thing that came to mind...anywho...havent been on here for quite a while. tired...sick of everyone.

Monday, August 01, 2005

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 20:31:55 GMT

chillin in florida....kymmer is the best!!!

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 23:16:00 GMT

waiting to turn 18

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 22:01:36 GMT

i dont even know why i write in this....i dont think any of you read it but o well. its something to do when im bored out of my mind.

i hate this house. i cant even begin to express how much i wanna move out. my dads a drunk psycho, willyum's never home, and mom jus sits in her room reading the bible. sooooo yea somehow im always getting yelled at because im never home. like anyone actually cares if i am. lets see im the only one working and im actually paying off my debts so wheres the problem? whatever...gonna go watch tv...when i say that i mean im gonna go sit in my room for a good hour until iron chef comes on. good times.

sweet dreams all

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 21:47:56 GMT

welp.....absolutely nothing has changed since the last entry....didnt go to youth tonight ((sorry guys)) cuz the rents were being extremely unreasonable. apparently if im with my mom i can go from my house, to the carlisle walmart, take 81 over to the walmart on the pike THEN go to dicks THEN go to home depot THEN go back to dicks THEN go to wendy's THEN go home. BUT i cant go to tony's house and back. whattttttt???????

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sooo yea im sittin here eating some amazing curry and roti jus waiting for tomoro to come so we can go back to dicks AGAIN then go to work. and then im most definitly goin to hang out with tony because i dont care anymore!

<3em<3

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 22:02:01 GMT

i cant even begin to express how MAD i am right now.....im about to blow my freakin head off i cant take this house anymore.....dal's right i should just leave. who cares what the rents say, dad's too drunk to tel the difference and mom is jus lookin for another excuse to uhh...nevermind....the point is i feel absolutely fine but apparently im too sick to stand straight so GOD FORBID i go wish my friend happy birthday and hang out with my brother. I HATE THIS HOUSE.

UUUUGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i wanna die! it would be better than sitting in my room for another 2 days. i think ive slept for about 20 hours today alone. i wanna shoot myself im so freakin bored. theres a million better things i could be doing right now, but no, whats my only entertainment? listening to the freakin fireworks booming at the township building. it WOULD be fun if i was actually there but once again GOD FORBID i walk over the hill RIGHT BEHIND MY HOUSE to watch some fireworks which i've done for the past 5 years! AHHHHHHHHHHHH

im losing it!!!!!!!!! call the cell....im sure ill answer cuz i have no life and ill be either sitting here all night jus to piss them off OR ill be sittin in my room....cuz apparently i havent done that enough.

Friday, June 10, 2005

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 23:29:51 GMT

11:18pm....jus got home from hangin out with lys, andrea, nate, and darrel. feeling rather depressed. i think i wanna see tony but im not sure...im jus hoping what sarah told me isnt true. is kissing another girl considered cheating if we're not officially going out??? im so confused...could it have been a stupid drunk moment or what? i dont even kno whats going on. i jus wish school wasnt over yet. then i'd see him more and he wouldnt be going to senior week. i jus pray nothing bad happens. gonna go text him then go to bed.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 23:20:30 GMT

oh yea and happy birthday nick and kymber!!! ((and abe))

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 23:19:47 GMT

hmm lets see tonight was pretty awesome....got home from skool and laid out on my deck for a while....tried to get some color on these white legs.~ then lys came over and we went to the carlisle walmart, but of course i left my wallet at home..so then we went home and went back out to the pike walmart...got cakes mix, frosting, a card for abe, a pez dispenser, and some make up for mandy. hehe *good times* hmm then wargie called and told us abe said to come over...so we hit up sheets then went over....sat around and got a *glimpse* of wargie. lol. then we went home, made cupcakes for abe, then talked to willyum, who sed to go over to the lake cuz everyone was swimming...sooooo we finished up the cupcakes and went to the lake. BUT naturally willyum decided to leave cuz it was stupid (to him) so he left and took the cupcakes we had for the boys, then some crazy dude tried to tell us to jump off the clock tower and into the lake. (potential child molester) thennn lys wanted to go back to where everyone was anyway, so we walk for a good half mile then finally got to where they were swimming at. sooo we stood around, wargie came up and hugged bith of us (nasty) BUT we did get another *glimpse* then we wanted to leave so then everybody left and me and lys went home again. then we finished icing the cupcakes and took them over to abes house where we saw steve (funfun) so we chilled there till about 10:30 then left.and now im sittin here typing this cuz im bored.

guess ill jus go up to my room and wait for tomoro to come. not quite sure what im doing but im DEFINITLY NOT going to skool. hahaha

hopefully gonna ~ *see tony* possibly go strawberry picking - swim at ricky's - chill with the girls

~E*mile