tell him i hate him. tell him i don't need him.
tell him to have a great life without me. tell him
he means nothing to me. just don't tell him i
said t h i s with tears in my eyes. i need you. i don't know why,
but every now and then in my life
for no reason at all, i need you. the only way i can move on
is if i don't see you or talk
to you. -The Hills the only thing certain is; everything changes.
i hide a broken heart behind a laughing face,
& even though i said i'm over you,
no one will ever take your place. one of these days you are going to
realize, what i've known since the day we
met. we're perfect for each other you ruined it for every other guy.
no one even comes close to you.
i haven't forgotten about him,
or about that night. but there
are too many good things
going on right now, for me
to linger in the past. fate will
take care of everything. if we
were meant to have another
night like that, we will. It has been a month or two since I last saw your face. That smile always made me feel right at home. I try to tell myself that I don’t miss you and I am getting pretty good at it sometimes. It’s just late at night staring up at the starless sky with tears down my cheeks, I know it’s not true. life goes on before and after you, I got some growing up to do. There's a thin line between love & hate,
& truth is, I love what I hated Sometimes I wonder what I'd say to you if you suddenly walked back into my life again.
I wonder what I'd say to you after all this time. After you broke my heart & left.
But most of all, I wonder what you would say to me. && for a moment I felt like he truly cared.
He wanted to know why I pushed him away,
&& all I could say was, "I can't love you anymore." Maybe one day we will both turn back and
fix things together, until then, I'm gone. & if you get caught looking at him,
remember - he was looking back One day when it's way too late, you're going to say, "I love you." Then when I don't reply, you're going to muster up everything you have and ask, "Do you love me?" And you know what I'm going to say," I used to love you. I wish I still did, but you were with all those other girls, and you were way too blind to see what was right in front of you this whole time. I've dropped you hints, and I've tried to make it clear, but you never caught on. So, right now, I'm going to have to say, we're just friends, like you did to me all those times." Everyday people look at me and they see someone strong, but say his name to me and then you’ll find out that strength is all an illusion every time we went our seperate ways we
always found that road, the one that
led us back to each other she feels so comfortable with him
like she can tell him anything
she can be herself, no lies
she knows she doesn't have to impress him
to make him love her back because i can't stand when we fight
i need to know you're alright
it's eating me up [inside]
but i have nowhere to hide
i want to hear you say my name
just stop playing this game I hate how we never got our chance to see what we could've been,
I hate how I know I'm not over you and how I pretend to be.
I hate how you're totally moved on and you have no idea that I'm not It's kinda like..
the difference between putting your hand on your knee,
and him putting his hand on your knee.
When you touch your knee, you don't feel it,
nothing happens, its just there.
But when he has his hand there,
you feel everything,
every move of his palm, every squeeze of his hand,
and every brush of his finger.
And you feel it right down to your toes
and up to your neck and everything in your body tingles,
but its the most wonderful thing ever.
Every move he makes makes a difference. I really do love this boy,
our long conversations,
little arguements,
endless smiles,
stupid jokes,
and i know--
pretty much everything about him. It's funny how people become close. You don't even know a person, but you talk
to them a couple of times for not very long and the next thing you know your
talking to them every single night, every hour of the night. You talk to them
about nothing that matters, you connect right away, and you don't even care
about anything else going on, as long as you get that call from them. you know how there's like, that one person you always go back to. you date other people but you kinda wanna run into them when you're out.
-the hills. if you could go back and change just one thing about your life, would you? and if you did, would that change make your life better, or would that change ultimately break your heart? or maybe it'd break the heart of another. would you have chosen a completely different path or would you change just one thing? just one moment that you've always wanted back? [onetreehill♥] We don't talk anymore, I don't know why
It's like you gave me wings
& said it's illegal to fly Some people can just move on, you know, mourn and cry and be done with it or at least seem to be. But for me, I don't know. I didn't want to fix it, to forget it. It wasn't something that was broken. It is just something that happened. And I am finding ways, every day, of working around it. Respecting and remembering and getting on at the same time.
i miss you.
not bad enough to want you back,
but bad enough that it hurts i've changed so much lately.
every single day i wake up different.
i feel like i'm fading with each step i take.
all everyone else sees are smiles;
they say i'm doing much better,
but i know i'm doing much worse. Sometimes, your closest friends end up hurting you
more than your worst enemies would ever come close to There's always that one person, no matter how long it's been or how badly
they've treated you, if they say "I love you", you will always say it back. Of course I miss you
But that doesn't mean
the world stops spinning.
Life goes on, and so do I.
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