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i havent written in foeva.  been so busy it sucks.  today i went to ultimate game for brownie points in gawron's class.  it was hot but fun.  we sat in harrison's truck holding the huge heritage flag and he played loud music while we drove around the track because we are cool.

i know what i want.  i want JESUS!  last night i had a talk with God and he said i need to spend less time on relationships with people and more with him.  and i said, good deal.  you're awesome.  i'm trying my best to show the fruits of the spirit and focus less on people and more on God.  i've been so wrapped up in school and friends and not so great friends and guys and family that i've been ignoring Him. but through every last thing that i screw up, he's there waiting.  and that's too good to pass up.

just got back from claire's writing chem paper.  im so over doing all these projects.we've had about 10 within a month. no joke.

despite doing work all weekend, i had fun too.  last night a massive group of us went to starbucks after the show.  it was so much fun.  i don't think i went 20 seconds without laughing.  when shelley ordered her light frappucino she leaned over the counter and said "this isn't mine! its my friend's!  shes fat!  but its not mine!"  then piers took a random CD they sell and tried to get this poor guy to buy it.  hey, he's pretty convincing.  phillip knocked me out of my seat and i ended up with my butt on the floor.  i could not stop laughing at that one.  (what a jerk -- today he said "this is awesome!  you're like my favorite person to make fun of!"  ...that's always been my dream, babe. jackson almost got beat up at taco bell by some mexicans bcause they were under the impression that he was gay.  (hey, someone besides me was under that impression?).  but then the fact that he was wearing makeup and said "hey...what's up?" probably helped.  speaking of taco bell, they totally "dished" shelley, amy, phillip and me.  i swear, we were 10 feet away and the girl comes out and locks it.  i wanted some cheesy fiesta potatoes.  but hey i got my frappucino and had a decent, dare i say good, weekend.

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we opened thursday and it came together! meg and ashley came thursday.  and last night lyndsey, hannah, and claire came. lyndsey got me a yellow flower!  my favorite color flower and it made me feel special that someone other than my parents got me something.  caleb, cameron and taylor came too, but i didn't get to see them.  taylor and cameron called me though so we got to talk.  after the show i went to waffle house with shelley, amy, piers, justin, and phillip, + others.  not to sound like other irritating people (you know who i'm talking about) but i really do love drama guys.  they're so funny and cute and nonthreatening and you can just relax and act stupid around them because they do it to.  drama people in general are so much fun (not the hardcore i love drama so much omg its my life omg im going to be an actress on broadway omg but right now i'm gracing the stage by being company at hhs).  so while i am by no means becoming a drama freak, i am accepting being a drama kid. 

the play's the thing.

had rehearsal today till 10.   we've got a LOT of work to do tomorrow, but i think it might come together!  rehearsal was surprisingly fun.  but that was probably because piers and jon gave me a foot massage and wrote me a song.

went to save rite today to get red bull and they DIDN"T HAVE ANY.  i almost passed out thinking about pulling tonight's all-nighter without one.  so i bought a bunch of jakadas and some mountain dew energy drink.  which reminded me of that time jordan and i drank too much mountain dew and got sick in the car.  haha he has always been one for throwing up all over the place.

i know who i want to take me home.