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| : : iiiiiiiiiIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!! : :november 2007, coming to a close.
just another month to go for this dreadful year to be over.
thank God. | | |
| : : how now? : :fade out
'wake-up' call when i was awake
up right now when the world is asleep
restless and swollen
as i down the bitter pill of regrets
thinking back
how i got in so deep
love was all they gave
but my end of the bargain
i didn't even keep
what do i do now?
haven't got a clue
self-punishment
or
vanish into the blue?
pure selfishness & extreme greed
family & friends
i hurt along the way
spilled tears & un-heard whispers
follow me until today
now it's time for me to deliberate
to fix the mayhem that i create
time will tell, for when the next chapter will begin
for i, myself, am also quite keen
to see if maybe i will be as they say
that everything will as always, turn out okay.
-juji- | | |
| : : thanks snow white : :
this song made my day & made me laugh. out loud.
i'll kill her by SoKo
So, of course, you are supposed to call me tonight.
You are supposed to call me tonight.
We would have gone to the cinema
and after to the restaurant, the one you like in your street.
We would have slept together,
have a nice breakfast together.
And then a walk in the park together.
How beautiful is that!
You would have said 'i love you' in the cutest place on earth where some little boys are dancing with the fairies.
I would have waited like a week or two but you never tried to reach me, no, you never call me back.
You were dating, that this one girl.
So, if I find her, I swear,I swear,
CHORUS
I'll kill her, I'll kill her.
She stole my future,
She broke my dream,
I'll kill her, I'll kill her.
She stole my future
When she took you away
I would have met your friends
We would have had like a drink or two.
They would have liked me,
'Cause sometimes I'm funny!
I would have met your dad,
I would have met your mum.
She would have said 'please, can you make some beautiful babies?'
So we would have had a boy called Tom, and a girl called Susan
..born in Japan !
I thought it was a love story,
But you don't want to get involved.
I thought it was a love story,
But you're not ready for that.
Me neither
CHORUS
She's a bitch, you know
She's got her blondless
No need a tenderness
She's cleverless.
I would have waited like a week or two but you never tried to reach me, no, you never call me back.
haha. songs that come straight from the heart. truth wrapped in poetic angst. i love it! | | |
| : : downhill : :been up to no good for these past few weeks. sorta picked up a bad habit along the way. it's a nice 'habit' for now, but it definitely has to simmer down by next month. regardless...i am enjoying every single freaking minute of living the bum life. heck, i can still get away with student discounts with my uni i.d at cinemas since i am able to watch shows during the day. and then, conveniently happy hour would start just as we step out of the cinema. what a life! cheap tickets, not so cheap drinks during rush hour for the working peeps, cheap thrills. simply brilliant.
have been out of the kl scene for the past couple of weekends. and that in kl urbanite term means: wah, that's like, forever! so, i am currently contemplating on coming out of my shell this weekend and paddle into the sea of familiarity. hmm...or perhaps do laps in the sea of french martinis? oh yum! either way, i'll be in my own special happy place anyways... | | |
| : : 'the bad fruit that nobody buys': :i want to share an excerpt from an article in a backdated issue of frankie magazine.
it's about typical, boring conversation topics that are usually sugar-coated and answered in full-on denial mode in order not to offend the questioning party. why i'm posting the answer to one of the featured question is because it's the actual truth that alot of us feel like screaming out loud when asked this particular question.
and the question is: " SHOULD I CALL HIM / HER?"
and the answers given by the two brilliant writers were:
Writer One says: Yes, you should. Absolutely. You've got nothing to lose. And don't give me that "dignity" bullshit. If you had any, you would not be talking to me about this crap. You know the answer to this question, we know the answer. Call him / her. If you don't, you're a loser. And if you talk about it ceaselessly, I will kill you. As Dame Edna once said: "No-one wants to hear about your low self-esteem. "I agree; it brings the mood down. When you get to the stage of the relationship where the important question is "Should I do anal?", then we should talk.
Writer Two says: If he / she hasn't responded to your email, he / she doesn't care whether you live or die (FACT!). He / She has reported you as junk. You are human spam to him / her. And I can see why. Because you are an attention whore and need to dump the endless barage of shit that is your "sex life" or whatever, on to people who don't care. If you actually have something to say other than "me me me", then why don't you get off your arse, walk up to him / her (or drag yourself to him / her - no doubt you've had all four limbs broken and set in plaster and rigged yourself up to some giant metal frame so you can only move by being dragged or lowered in by crane) and say, "Hey, whatever your name is, you stupid pimp. What gives?" Do it or shut the fuck up.
ouch. damn straight the truth hurts, but sometimes you gotta be cruel to be kind. but in life, most of the time, telling people what they want to hear is ideal, even though it's complete bullshit. i think i always take the other road, which is telling the straight up truth / reality of the situation. most people can't deal or handle the truth. tough. but i mean c'mon, how long can you run away from reality? you'll just get tired and eventually end up where you started. why not save your strength and time and just bloody face it, go crazy for a while and get over it in a month or two? seriously, it ain't that bad.
by the way, lately the footprints on my blog are kind of...hmm, how shall i put it? revealing? stalker-ish? hilarious? shameless? maybe all of those i suppose. anyway, thanks for the 'sudden' interest. nevertheless, i am flattered. haha.
okayyyy, another brand new week looms ahead. let's get our shit together and face it looking hotter than the week before yea? cheers! | | |
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