everytime i try to help someone it just bites me in the ass...all i want is to help them smile, help them atleast for a second forget all the bullshit going on in there lives cuz i know exactly how it feels.  Sometimes it will work but most of the time i just end up making things worse...i either end up hurting someone or end up hurt...i cant take it anymore..then the people you really do want to help, but you fail, and realize someone does it better, that just feels like a blow/kick when your down on your knees.

i got the lyrics from the song "bad day" but i kinda changed them a little to they way i feel, im not done yet... 

Where is the moment when you need it the most?
You kick up the leaves as you go
you realize that all your magic is gone
your blue skies fade to gray
your passion's gone away
And you feel like you just cant carry on

You get up from bed just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile when inside you just want to fall
You realize that your life's3 been getting way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
you try to put them together but theres just to many

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
you think that you know
but you really dont know
You had a bad day
The actions don't lie
You keep coming back down
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

you wish that the rain would just go away
and the sun would come out to brighten you day

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
you think that you know
but you really dont know
You had a bad day
The actions don't lie
You keep coming back down
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
you think that you know
but you really dont know
You had a bad day
The actions don't lie
You keep coming back down
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day